Wednesday, January 26, 2005
hmm..last sat ws da navy rugby carnival..held at spore navy..had to reach sch by 7 for our bus ride dere..thank god ma dad ws willing to send me to sch..slept late the nite before on hari raya haji..n if i had to go on ma own, i bet i wud b late..haha.
niwae kinda freaked out n ws reluctant to play when i realised all da schs send in deir best teams to play..'cept for us..coz we din wana play against da navy gals..afta the trauma we went thru when we payed modified contact rugby wif dem..haha. saw so many familiar faces..especially dose rm sp n tp..even alifa ws playin..for tp..nt in da end gathered up ma courage n played wif dem..
oh...twas FREAKIN hot dt dae..played thru da dae without sunblock..got sunburns in da end..scraped ma right knee as a result of diving for a try..gt scratched by a gal wif long nails who "touched" me..n 'altho i ws SO lookin forward to seeing Mat Noor wif his 8 packs..he ws so discreet bt it..bummer! he wore his shirt for warm-ups n din tke dem off or wear his singlet lyk he always do..n tho he wore a torn jersey coz he came late for trg, he held onto his jersey tight while he took his prize, as though he knew that we were all waiting to see a glimpse of his new hot bod..haha. DAMN! hehe. n i feel so bad too..for not even sayin hi to him or even acknowledge him..altho we've chatted before..juz felt weird lah..n plus, tink eme's dear fren, khairul told him abt eme wantin to see his bod or sth or her swoonin ova him when we heard bt his packs..bt m nt sure if he mentioned me too..bt yar..its juz weird! maybe dts y he held onto his shirt tight, nt wantin to reveal as much skin..sigh. haha.
n oh, im down wif flu nw..anoda bummer..i hve a ferakin chem test tmr n i dun even feel da least prepared for it..AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!! m in a limbo nw..sigh. tink i beta go off nw..wish me luck.. ;p
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Sunday, January 16, 2005
whEn A girL teArs...
If a gal cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take
it anymore.
A gal won't cry easily,
except in front of the person who she love the
most,
she becomes weak.
A gal won't cry easily,
only when she love you the most,
she put down her ego.
Guys, if a gal cried bcoz of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you for the rest
of
your life.
Guys, if a gal cried bcoz of you,
please don't give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision,
you ruin her life.
To my friends...
Don't do this to a gal,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
she's the only one that love you the most..
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1:40 AM
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
hey..im SO shagged!! haven felt dis tired afta trg for a LONG while..hehe. hmm..fana has finally quit touch..been anticipatin it..bt din tink dt da dae wud cum by so soon..trgs without u r gona b diff gal..m gona miz dt..bt thankfully, i stil hve ma daily trips to sch in da morning wif ya..hehe.
hmm..life's pretty much borin..n monotonous..haha. da Indo-Spore Tiger Cup Finals r dis sun..reali wana go for it..bt den again..Platform 5 nxt sat..wana go for dt too..haha. guess ive to decide btw da 2..coz if nt tink i'd pretty much b broke nxt wk! hehe.
n oh, m tinkin of takin up hip hop dance classes..anione up for it?? haha. noe it isnt reali a gd tym to tke up xtra classes..bt den again..i juz wana find anoda source of relaxation n fun for me to stray away frm ma studies for a little while..hehe. as i noe dis yr's gona b much of a borin n strainin yr..wif all da tests n pile of work..hmm...bummer! haha. i hope n pray i'd b able to get thru dis yr wif with at leats a little fun n ease..nt lyk last yr when i ws back in yr 2..strugglin to undastan ma sciences n all..n constantly rushin to do ma work...n stayin up late too..uhuh..ive learnt ma lesson! ;p
bored..hey! amazin race has started..gtg! cya! =)
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Monday, January 10, 2005
ma life's been goin pretty much KE-RAA-ZY lately!!! things happened which SHUD'NT hve ova da wkends to ma dear cuz who gt married ova da wkend..shant elaborate tho as it's SO sad to think dt such sth unfortunate lyk dt cn happen to nice ppl lyk dem...especially ma dear aunt n uncle..bt despite da setback, we stil continued wif da funtion..well, i juz hope dt whoeva da culprit is, he or she shall burn in hell and face da retribution dt dey truly deserve..may da fleas of a thousand monkeys live of dem..! GOD is almighty..n i noe dey will never ever get away wif deir ruthless act..
things oso happen btw ma dear aunt mariea n rama..till i din receive da news dt our meetin ws cancelled..went to twn to mit up wif her n found dt da shop ws close..n i cudnt even contact her..as she switched off her hp..sadly, had to hang ard twn alone..went to kino n stuff..den headed hme..oni to find dt i left ma hme keys in da car n dt ma parents weren't hme yet..called ibu atik to find dt no one ws hme..ma parents den told me to head back to tampines..as i approached braddell, i managed to contact fazli n den headed back to bishan to chill at ibu atik's wif him as i waited for ma parents to fetch me..thank god he gt hme in tym..n dt i hadn't gone far yet..
hahaha. SO mama drama ryt??! hehe. nw..i look lyk a panda..thx to da late nights ive been havin ova da wkend..plus dose ova last wk too..haha. tink i beta sleep early 2nyt!! hmm..dts wt i say evrydae tho..haha. bt sumhw, i'd always seem to find sumting else dt wud keep me awake..or dt i juz cant seem to sleep..i hope i dun hve insomnia tho..haha.
marcel has left for indo 2dae..she wud b gone for abt a mth or two..m gona miz her..cant wait till she returns..
sch work's been piling up..sigh. it seems i wont b havin much of a lyf dis yr..haha. beta get used to it i guess..hehe. well gtg..outta tings to write..actualli its mo of due to lazuness..bt waddaheck! haha. ciao! amigos! adieu!~
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Thursday, January 06, 2005
*You may not realize it, but it's 100% true... *
1. There are at least two people in this world
that
you would die for.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in
some
way.
3. The main reason anyone would ever hate
you is
because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to
anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you
before
they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. You are special and unique.
8. Someone that you don't even know exists,
loves
you.
9. When you make the biggest mistake ever,
something good comes from it.
10. When you think the world has turned its
back
on you, take a look.
11. Always remember the compliments you
received. Forget about the rude remarks.
REMEMBER: "When life hands you lemons,
ask
for tequila and salt"
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005
ARGH!!!~ ive a spliitin headache..duno y..bt ive been havin one for da past few daes..hmm..prob ma brain's juz overwhelmed ny da amt of sch work ive to do..! as it's stil in a holidae zone...haha. hmm..gota mke sure dis stops by nxt wk..sigh. hmm..its lyk deja vu all ova again..n its pretty scary..bt oh well..i gota believe in maself n nt let maself dwn..yup.
had rugby trg 2dae afta abt a month's break i tink..haha. twas bad! as in ma playin sucked! plus ma stamina too! never felt so sucky before..hmm..gota do sth abt it! run before or afta sch or sth..gota find a running partner quick..! haha. before i end up bcumin fat n havin to go for TAF..no offence tho to da ppl who do..bt i juz dun wish to bcum fat..end of story.. ;p
n oh, i beta sleep early 2dae..haven been gettin enuf slp for da past 2 daes..maybe dts y ive been havin ma headaches n haven been able to concentrate well in sch..maybe..well its 2115h nw..n i stil hve ma math worksheet to do..guess i betas leave..till den..toodles!~
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Saturday, January 01, 2005
Hmm…recollections of the yr 2004...well, this truly have been an enlightening yr for me…both good n bad. have truly learned a lot on this journey...not only about myself but also the true picture of life out there without the safe haven that ma parents have provided for me over the years...the hypocrisies of life..thot I was already matured enuf…bt yet, I learnt that I was still naïve about some matters of life..especially on friendship..
Although it’s painful and I’d never thought I wud go though such an experience..i’ve truly learnt who my real friends are..who really understood me and stood by me whenever I needed sumone..sumone to talk to and confide in and even a shoulder to cry on…hmm…over the years, I’ve always thought about others first and also, about what and how they think..this might seem a little selfish on my part..but I guess I can’t please everyone..and if whatever I do to try n safe the friendship fails n isn’t acknowledged..i guess I’d just have to move on..and realize that things happen for a reason..everything does..one should always view an obstacle as a learning experience instead of a hindrance..and perhaps, learn something from it..well, I know I have..
To all ma friends..i truly am thankful to have met you guys and have you all in my life..no words would be able to capture how truly blessed I feel and how thankful I am of you guys to make me a part of yours too..
Ma dear juwaini..gosh! we went through SO much together..n I’m stil glad that our friendship manage to overcome all obstacles..the distance between us..n da lack of tym we have for one anoda..thanks for everything gal! N I pray that our friendship would be an everlasting one..and that you would always be part of ma life..hey pretty gal! Do teach dt sis of ur boyfriend’s properly k..! ;p
Ma dear farah..oh! ure SO lucky to hve a dear bf lyk han! Hahaha. Even ma aunt says so..she’s such a sweetie..n ask him if it’d be orite for him to be ma aunt’s godbro..haha! ma patient fren..who seems to ALWAYS end up waitin hours for me when we meet up..m SO sorry gal..its nt lyk I do dat on purpose..bt I guess it has bcum a habit of mine..i promise to come early da nxt tym we do meet up k..I PROMISE!!! haha. n i noe u hve ur AFFINAs nw..but i hope u wont forget me..haha. may our frenship be a long-lastin one..
"You..doin that thing you do.."....hahaha. nw evrytym i hear dt sng, i'd always hear us singin at da top of our lugs in ma head..hahaha. nt lyk as if we had idol-quality voices..bt our singin sessions r always memorable ones..haha. ma rogues...our times together are always filled wif fun n laughter..life without ma '03 rogues wud simply be dull n lifeless..im SO gona miss u guys..wtever happens i hope our paths wud meet again..gd luck for ur A level results nxt yr..all da bez in ur future endeavours..n KEEP IN TOUCH! luv ya all..ROGUES WHOOSH!!! ;p
ppl of 04S22!! i shall be seein u guys soon..mo lyk tmr!!! argh!! a side of me is glad to see u guys again bt da otha side doesnt wana return to da monotonous streesful sch life..bt den again..i cant wait to c u guys again..especially ma dear gals : aisha, deb, ju n zahiah..we were supposed to go out 2geda..bt to no avail..haha. bt nvm..haha. we are all busy ppl..dts y..haha. n i cant wait to meet our new teachers..! hope dey wud b gd...
hmm..lastly, to ma family..thanks for always being there for me..and supporting me in whatever i wish to do..noe dis has been a trying year for you guys especially afta ma common test..bt thanks again for being ma pillar of strength when i juz felt lyk wanting to give up n nt juz face da truth..i love ya!
sigh. its gettin pretty late..its 0214h nw..gtg nw..later! ;p
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