Friday, July 29, 2005
finally informed ma parents of ma dreaded results..dey were met wif disappointment altho ma parents din show dem..noe ive been kinda egoistic..especially when it came to questionin ma doubts..hve nv eva thot dat bein selfish wud help..but come to tink of it, i guess it does..i duno..m in a limbo now..
niwae ma dear aunt juz passed away..the wae she passed on ws not hw many would consider an ideal death..but hmm..i duno..sigh. i really do miss her..and the moments we used to share together.. i guessed it is true dat u'd only start to treasure your loved ones once you lose them..
love you aunt ana..may you r.i.p...
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Saturday, July 23, 2005
went studyin wif eme n fana 2dae..n oh, not forgettin, fahmy..haha. at the new national library..twas REALLY nice n huge! haha. 14 floors high! cn u be;ieve it?? n hey! its MORE den a library..deres even an auditorium wif lots of performances 2dae..n floors dedicated to drama performances n etc..cool huh..shall be ma new studyin jaunt frm now on..hehe =)
niwae saw lots of cuties 2dae..haha. oklah..im juz writin it dwn coz ive nth else to sae no mo...hahaha. otha den dat its 90 plus more daes til the As...(k..lets scream 2geda.. =P ) ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s. i cant seem to get the sng frm "Freaky Friday" outta ma head..! shall get it frm fana..cant wait! =)
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
ive nv felt SO stupid in ma life!!! not oni did i felt dat wae once 2dae..but TWICE!!! in the same hour...! urrrghhhh!!!!!!!!! y do i stupid things when it does really happen..? but hve all kinda thoughts to how i would deal wif it..always thinkin i wudn't be chicken enuf to face or tok to him...?? arrrghhhhh!!!!!!!! stupid!!! y do ma tongue always gets tied and ma brain stops functionin momentarily at the wrong moment??? it sucks especially afta u tink abt it and all the fancy alternatives suddenly cum pourin into ur mind...! hmph!!~
saw sugyanto at borders 2dae..and instead of bravin maself to sae hi to him, i shied maself away..and didn't even dare to look at him!! arghhhh!!!!!!! twas SO obvious we were both unsure to what to do n dat we knew each otha's existence..sigh. dumb dee!! cn u imagine i wasted TWO opportunities to at least smile at him or sth by takin a copy of the latest "Harry Potter" bk without even glancin at him..hmm....he even looked at our (ie. me, fana & eme) wae..but sigh. nvm..i duno..i feel stupid actuali..we had exchanged or enthusiasm to bump into each otha one dae..but when it reali DID happen..which i NV expected..i juz HAD to screw it up..bluek!!~
den met fai later..to get the money he owes ma aunt..instead of havin a proper conversation due to the long period of tym we have not met one anoda..we juz exchanged short "how dya dos", which barely lasted abt 5 min! wth..den tinkin dat he n his frens were gone, i'd to bump into him accidentally on ma wae to get a mag..coz i ws shocked i din sae nitin but juz merely gave him a smile..afta takin a few steps away frm the shock, i realised hw stupid i ws as i'd juz missed a chance to at least ask abt his life or sth..or juz merely strike up a conversation..hmm...well, waddaheck..forget it dee...STOP thinkin abt it!!!~
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
went to sch yest for a testimonial match against the juniors..finally met up wif ma ROGUES..afta a lng while..twas great seeing dem..n i haven had such a laugh n a fun tym for awhile..as usual, we kept up to our "late-comin" habits..but for once, i ws considered early amongst da rest..hahaha. haven played for a LONG time, i seriously hve lost ALL of ma stamina..felt lyk shit yest..aha. but twas nice finally gettin to play again..especially wif ma old team..but ive to admit twas tirin..considerin the fact dat i slept for a whole 12 hours last nyt..hahaha. the result of suddenly not workin out for months.. ;p
too bad i didnt manage to join dem for dinner later..coz ma parents decided to fetch me as dey were ard the area..apparently, ma dear bro had to be careless n hurt his arm n got himself to the hospital..hw great is dat? But at least he got away wif a stitch..hmm..niwae, i realli do hope we cud all meet up soon..n perhaps hve a nice gals' dae out togeda..wadya tink of dat? =)
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
hey peeps..juz wana let u guys noe dt ive juz changed ma hp no..its 93834476..yupz. so do mke ur changes in ur phone bk yar..toodles!~ ;p
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
today's a very "suay" dae for me..n ppl ard me..last fridae ws fana's, ironically on her birthdae..n i guess i juz caught the "bug"..hehe.
things were goin juz fine..when ma mum had to wake up wif a foul mood..and i'd trouble findin my wallet, which i later found out ws in the car..left hme late n in the end, missed abt 10 min of the crucial start to "Batman Begins"..halfwae thru it, the worst thing dat cud EVER happened to a gal happened..! ws in denial but ma instincts were ryt! cudnt get the stains off..had to search for a bottom deperately! found a nice one at an acceptable price at john little..it wasnt sth dt i'd usually buy..but i guess "Beggers cant be choosers..". ;p
and it juz HAD to rain suddenly..n deb had trouble goin to church..sorry dear for ruinin the dae..
p.s. sorry to all the ppl who were affected due to ma "touchy" behaviour last wk..juz found out
twas ma PMS actin up..pardon me yar..
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
heyhey! the mids are FINALLY over..sch has started..and now, everyone's dreadin to hear the results..hmm..sigh. i juz pray i pass everything..dt'd be good enuf for me..for NOW! well, not actualli..but at least it'd be MUCH beta den seein Fs..m not lookin forward to see ma parents' reaction to the results tho..hmph!
did sth stupid dis mornin..ma back bra strap kinda went hay-wired..ws walkin dwn the sch ramp..n noticed dere wasn't anyone behind..n knowin how twas callin for help oh-so frantically, i decided to slip ma hand into ma sch blouse to give it a hand..ws JUST slittin ma hand in and turnin ard JUST to mke sure..when i juz HAD to see fadzil behind me..! hahaha. m SO sorry for the dreadful sight..but i ws helpless..hehe. cudnt help but i cracked up on the spot, laughin all the wae down the ramp wif fana..oh gosh! the stupid stuffs i do..especially when i aint thinkin.. ;p
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