The Butterfly Effect..

2006-04-07T20:01:00.000-07:00

well, i duno if dis is true..but its kinda cute..to see how they generalise ppl..niwaez, y dun u be the judge..? n tell me if dese stuff bt me is true.. =p

Does your name begin with: N?

You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave someone who is equally passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your mate.
You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.

DECEMBER

*Loyal and generous *Patriotic *Active in games and interactions *Impatient and hasty *Ambitious *Influential
in organizations *Fun to be with *Loves to socialize *Loves praises *Loves attention *Loves to be loved *Honest and trustworthy *Not pretending *Short tempered *Changing personality *Not egoistic *Takes high pride in oneself *Hates restrictions *Loves to joke *Good sense of humor *Logical.

December 23rd - January 1st : RED
RED

Cute and lovable type, you are picky but always in love ...and liked to be loved. Fresh and cheerful, but can be "moody" at times. Capable with people, nice, soft, and that can love you for the way you are. Likes people! that are easy to talk to, and can make you feel comfortable.

By Signing Style

SINGLE UNDERLINE BELOW THE SIGN

These persons are very confident and are good personalities. They are a little bit selfish but believe in "Happiness of human life".

SINGLE DOT BELOW THE SIGN

These persons are more inclined towards classical arts, simple & are very cool. If you loose faith with them, then these persons will never look back at you. Hence its always better to be careful with these people.

RANDOM SIGN, SIMILARITY BETWEEN NAME & SIGN

These persons are considered to be intelligent but never think. These people change their ideas & views as fast as the wind changes its direction of flow. They never think whether that particular thing is right or wrong. You can win them just by flattering them.

2006-01-28T09:49:00.000-08:00

juz lost ma entry and all ma rantings...

dun feel like re-typin dem all again..n tryin to recall dem..

wishing maself ALL THE LUCK for ma up n comin Alevel results..

its here..its comin..u cant deny it..gota face the truth...whether i like it onot..

verdict's here..n it's gona shape the rest of ma life...

its DAT huge dt it's freakin me out now..

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-01-20T07:48:00.000-08:00

juz gt home..juz went from the "swooning" phrase to the "ok..he's beyond ma reach" phrase ova dis hot guy whom i bumped into 2geda wif ma sec sch fren..ok..gotta admit he's a TOTAL hottie..sumone wif the TOTAL package..not oni is he cute, tall, fair, smart..but oso tite! =) and i cudnt stop smiling n squealin afta that..ahaha. but im over him now..i guess..aha. altho i noe i may never see him again, at least i stil have a perfect picture of him in ma head! ;)

went out wif ju (wainee) todae..tot we cud hve a lil fun n ppl-watch..but to our dismay, it juz wasnt our dae..decided to kol ppl at random..and sumone juz had to be a jerk to impress da gals he was wif..dumb ass! n i cant believe i even used to fancy him!! bleuh!~

2006-01-15T02:31:00.000-08:00

Your Birthdate: December 31

You're a pretty traditional person. If it's lasted, it's probably good.You seek stability - both in your career and your romantic relationship.In return, you're very loyal and predictable. Which is usually a good thing.Without a partner, you feel lost. Being with someone is very important to you.
Your strength: Your dependability
Your weakness: You hate being alone
Your power color: Midnight blue
Your power symbol: Shell
Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

2006-01-13T02:54:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!!!! i cant believe im gona miss the Backstreet Boys concert!!!! wth. someone PLEASE HELP ME!! anyone who wud like to contribute to the "Send Di to the BSB Concert" Fund??!! im kinda desperate here..wud do anything if u can mke my dreams cum true.. =)

well, heres da snitch..ive gt a huge confession to mke..hate to sae dis, but im a HUGE fan of da bsb..juz nme me any sng n i'd be able to sing it for u..SERIOUS! ahaha. no matter hw teeny-bopper it may seem..dey wud always be the one n only boy band who managed to "capture ma heart"..ahaha. (otha den da defunct NKOTB dt is..)

n juz last nyt, at 11pm, when i was all droopy n ready for lala land..dey juz had to play ALL the BSB videos on MTV..right frm deir very FIRST, "Get Down", to their latest one, "Still"...argh!! twas lyk goin back to da past! cant help reminiscing dose daes when i used to tape dwn ALL deir videos n interviews frm MTV n even memorised deir dance moves..ahaha. *sigh* dose were da daes..aha.

n nw im fuckin dead broke..n i dun tink deres ANY way i cn get to deir concert..da last tym i heard, deir tix were selling out damn fast..n dt ws lyk last mth! *sigh* bummers..i guess seein BSB in concert wud juz be a dream for me..now..

2005-12-30T05:34:00.000-08:00

"Sodomizers of Cows!

Son of Pigs!

Eaters of thier own excretement!"

--Salman Rushdie's "Midnight Children"

dun ask me y i put dis up..juz came across it..& i liked it..

2005-12-30T05:11:00.000-08:00

2005-12-24T10:33:00.000-08:00

in light of christmas, here's ma own version of one of the all-famous christmas songs, "12 Days of Christmas" :

"On the 12th dae of Christmas, my true love gave to me
12 Dunkin' Donuts,
11 Gucci glasses,
10 pairs of Manolos,
9 Miss Sixty jeans,
8 Prada bags,
7 "pads" awaiting,
6 cars a-driving
5 diamond rings....,
4 darling maids,
3 chauffeurs,
2 private jets,
and an ipod, specially for me...."

hehe. i noe i gt kinda disillusional towards the end.. =)
niwae, HAPPY HOLIDAYS everyone!!

2005-12-19T06:30:00.001-08:00

went to bugis wif deb todae to get a shrug to complete her christmas outfit..hope the ensemble looks great together wif the shrug.. =) dere were SO many ppl at bugis todae..didn't expect it to be so packed..niwae, i finally got to walk around the WHOLE entire stretch of bugis street..as absurd as it sounds, its true! ahahaha. coz i often head to either orchard or the town area..n plus, the last tym i went to bugis street was wif ma parents and twas at nyt..the turnout was worse then todae! we were practically squashed together..n knowin parents, dey dun fancy too much dis kinda crowded places..

anyhow, i got a bdae present from deb too todae! TOTALLY didn't expected it..THANX AGAIN GAL!! =) i really appreciate it!

hmm..wud probably be meetin the rest this thursdae..cant wait to see u guys..haven heard frm u all for ages!! u guys beta be missin me.. ahahaha. =p

2005-12-17T00:02:00.000-08:00

"jingle bells, jingles bells..jingle all the way.." argh...!! christmas' HERRE!!! but im DEAD BROKE!! BOOHOO... =( aha..but *hint hint* ppl...doesn't the "31st December" ring a bell to anyone of you?? hahahaha.. =p well, got ma VERY 1st early bdae present, a pair of jeans frm ESPRIT, courtesy of ma dear aunt..hehe. n a 2nd one frm ma darling siblings, an ADIDAS wallet..yeah!!!! ahahaha. i noe, i noe..i may seem bonkers..but im juz TRULY greatful for the presents..thanks guys!!! *muacks*

anywae, ma cutesy bro's birthday is comin up..this 20th December..sori bro, u oni gona get ur proper bdae presnt once ive gotten ma 1st pay..but he's gona get sum bdae party or so i heard frm ma parents..a small one tho..juz for the family..supposed to go n look for sum streamers and decor for it..anyone noe where to get nice cheap ones??

hmm..gettin lazier n heavier by dae..bwahahaha. n sleepin n wakin up later too..hope i dun turn into a fat-ass pig pretty soon..hehe. later!~

2005-12-14T08:59:00.000-08:00

I'M BACK!!!!! =)

well, cant believe one of ma holiday fantasy juz came true n i ws too dumbfounded to act on it!!!! ARSE-HOLE!!! URGHH!!!!

hmm..dis is basically what happened..was at the theme park..n i finally braved maself to try n take on one of the freakiest rides at the theme parl..n even managed to psycho ma sis into it! so..we were basically one of the last few ones who managed to tke the ride, so we didn't had much choice on where we choose to sit..n the ONLY empty seats HAD to be opposite this cute indon guy, whom i'd naughtily disturbed the previous ride and "played eyes" with(ahaha..wth ;p), and his guy fren (hey! i wasnt bein cheeky..but he n his fren totally asked for it coz dey were lyk holdin hands..which was totally gay! haha.).. so twas either opposite dem or we'd to wait for the nxt one, which wud be STUPIDER!! when they saw us, they shifted so that they wd leave seats RITE IN FRONT OF THEM and they were freaking calling us!!! wth..but wteva the guys DARN CUTE!! ahaha. And so we did! YES,they did look presently shocked that we sat there. YES,they did look pleased. And YES, did i mention that the Indon guy WAS CUTE??! =)

so, i made ma sis opp the cute guy n i sat opp his fren..twas awkward at first..aha. but he tried breakin the ice by askin where we from n all..but bein the STUPID me, i got tongue-tied n ma sis answered..afta dat, he asked sumo stuff n gave his stupidly cheeky smile..(GAWD!! i cn stil blardy visualise his smile so vividly lah..n he's SOOO cute!! =) i cant believe im stil gushin ryt this moment lah! ahaha.) ...den dere was the awkward silence for a mo again b4 the ride started..scremed thruout the ride..den bid goodbyes..

n only after dat, did i feel SO stupid!! ARGH!!!!!!! i CUD'VE initiated a 'lil bit of conversation or sth..hw dumb was I??! pretty dumb ryt? dumb ass!! hmm...if only!!! sigh.

well, dat was basically the main highlight of ma holidae..otha den the shoppin! =) i duno wt is up wif me..but it seems dat ma brain often dun function when im placed face-to-face wif sumone i fancies! ARGHHHH!!!!!!!!!

hmm...guess i beta head to dreamland nw..where happy thoughts of prancing leprechauns and rainbows prevail..ahahaha. =) been sleepin at 3am lately..gota try n slp "early" for a change..ahahaha. well, cya later..adieu!~

2005-11-29T09:00:00.000-08:00

im juz plain bored..bare with me.. =)

Your Alias Should Be:

Kaylin Leila

What Should Your Alias Be?

Your Celebrity Style Twin is Gwen Stefani

Trendsetting, unique, and stylish.

Who's" Your Celebrity Style Twin?

You are White Chocolate

You have a strong feminine side with a good bit of innocence thrown in.Whether your girlish ways are an act or not, men like to take care of you.You are an understated beauty, and your power is often underestimated!

What Kind of Chocolate Are You?

You Belong in New York City

You're an energetic, ambitious woman.And only NYC is fast enough for you.Maybe you'll set yourself up with a killer careerOr simply take in all the city has to offer.

What City Do You Belong In?

You Are a Tulip

You have a wild, experimental side that craves change.You often switch jobs and men, always looking for something better.But deep down, you're also very well grounded and content.And you will come to know that the life you live is already ideal.

What Flower Are You?

Your Scent is Mango

Sultry, sweet, and mellowYou enjoy every moment of life!

What Scent Are You?

2005-11-27T09:47:00.000-08:00

-Daughters of Marymount-

hamizah.me.shida.natassja

2005-11-27T09:43:00.000-08:00

harlow!! itrs been AGES since i last wrote in..niwae lotsa stuff has happened since then..DUH! the As has FINALLY ended! been jalan-ing raya..n i cant believe dat it's comin to an end too..went to sentosa yest with ma fellow REENOIP for the Beach Fun Touch Carnival..well, juz came back frm dinner wif ma MCS gals..hmm..wt else? ooh..been pretty much goin out evrydae, spendin ma raya money..wahaha! now ma resources are runnin LOW!! ARGH!!! DANGER!!!! =p

2005-11-27T09:32:00.000-08:00

DEEPAVALI '05:

fana. yanni. me. karam

2005-11-01T07:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI EVERYONE!!!!!!!!

had great fun at karam's todae..too bad twas oni 4 of us..me, karam, yan n yanni..but twas nice sweeing all of dem again afta a LONG while..sum updates here n dere..great food..den played cards n laughed lyk mad hyenas..til dey had to close the door as we were too noisy..played wif the sparklers n party poppers lyk children wif deprived childhoods..n basically actin crazy! aha. n oh, not forgettin, pepsi cola! dun ask me y..but we seem to love playin it evrytym the klas gals r 2geda..hehe.

the big 'As are in a weeks' tym..n im so f@#$ing scared!!! oh god, PLEASE help me..aha. cant wait for it to be ova..but yet, ironically dun wana face it either..i juz pray that i'd meet wif success once ive ovacome dis huge boundary..bummers~

2005-10-04T06:40:00.000-07:00

Whoa, whoa, whoa..ha! (SMACK!) Whoa..I didn't steal your boyfriend. Whoa, whoa whoa..ha! (SMACK!) Whoa..I didn't steal your boyfriend..

cant get that song outta ma head! its SO catchy..n the video too..LOVE what she wore in it..very spunky..

niwaeits the 1st dae of the fastin month tomorrow..all the best everyone! aha..not that it's gona be that bad..but it's juz gona be ma 1st to not eat during breaks..at ALL breaks dat is..hehe. look at in on the bright side..i hope i'd be able to shed dose hideous pounds ive gained ova the months..at least it'd ensure i'd end up workin as santa at Ikea at the end of the yr..ryt mr kwok? ahahah.

erm...26 more daes to the big As..is dat it?? START MUGGIN AND NEVER STOP DEE!!!!!!!!!! YOU NEED IT!

2005-09-25T02:23:00.000-07:00

arghhhhh!~ guess im really outta shape..coz im stil havin the headache frm yest..had a really vigorous dae yest..started out workin out in the gym for about an hour..den went swimmin..to which after did some canoeing..amidst the heavy current..which was really fun..coz its been a LONG tym since i last canoed..damn tirin..but i had fun!

it muz have been either the heat..or maybe coz i'd done something stretenous in a long while..PLUS i oni had a banana, a sugar cane drink and a small bag of twisties to last me the whole dae..didnt think too much about food wif all the jam-packed activities..ehe.
2 mo daes of break for me..til it's muggin tym again..gota start the engines ored dor the big As..all my frens are ored advising me to do well for it..or i'd end up lost or sth lyk dat..u getthe idea..shant go on about it..well thank for the tip though..i really appreciate it.. =)

n i cant believe dat some dude tried to commit suicide near the block where i live..wonder who he is..but i dun tink he decided to do so in the end..coz the 2 police cars n 2 fire engines that came drove away in the end..there wasnt much action except for a bunch of people who happened to walk by or saw the incident..as it was ored pretty late at night..and moz of the ppl were of course already aslp..wat a dumb wae to end ur lyf..i duno..its a pretty opinionated topic..but whatever you tink of it..i tink its pretty stupid..but then again..its juz wat i tink.. ;p

2005-09-21T07:47:00.000-07:00

ROCKSTAR INXS : BEST REALITY ROCK SHOW EVER!!!!

whoa! what a grand closure to the best reality show this summer ever!! i only caught on the bug when twas these 6 ppl left above..they were all GREAT singers and each time they perform they never fail to impress you, always leavin you in awe and confusion iver who might be voted out next..

sigh. guess the "pretty" one won afta all..knew twas btw Marty n J.D. as INXS loved their original composition..but a gut feelin told me J.D. wud win..bein the cool one and the one who seems to noe his wae ard the stage well and how to interact wif the performers, which sumthing marty didnt do when he performed wif INXS..duno y..but im a 'lil bummed up he din win even tho i kinda expected it..hehe.

anyhow, it has brought ma love for rock music, which has been hiding sumwhere inside of me, out in open again!! not only has it introduced me to the BEST classic rock song ever, "Bohemian Rhapsody" by Queen, but it has also gave me new original composition that i now love like "Trees" by Marty!!

ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROCK ON DUDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =p

2005-09-18T21:10:00.000-07:00

dumb day today...got hit on by some old guy..i don't think he was initially..but i guess he decided to continue amusin us when ma dear frens started smilin n disturbin..wth! hahaha. SO FREAKYlah..!

n wat a dumb weather we had today..(sorry ppl. but i aint talkin abt God in vain..sori again to dose who think it's offendin - i duno. maybe im thinkin too much but i often get scolded by ma frens when i complain abt the weather or sth..hehe.) it JUST had to rain in the middle of the paper..durin the organic chem section, to which i can pretty much sae im not dat bad on..but ma mind JUST had to go blank coz i ws shiverin cold! damn! twas a do-able paper & im sad over the fact dat i wont be scorin on it coz of the weather..BUMMERS!

hmm...i'm REALLY prayin to God that he'd grant me my prayers and let me head over to Oklahoma to further my studies..Gosh! it'd be devastatin if my applications would be rejected..oh god, PLEASE!!!! hahaha. don't wori..i haven forgotten that this aint the right place to be prayin to God..juz am retrievin what's on my mind on paper (ermz..computer actuali.. =P )..

2005-09-17T07:27:00.000-07:00

elloz!!!! hmmm...in the midst of ma prelims now..so far the papers are tuff but i guess dey are ok..well, except for the PHYSIC papers dat is!!! argh!!! i hate to sae dis..but..i dun tink i'd be doin well for it. n even if i do try hard for ma paer 3, i dun tink it'd b of much help if ma paper 1 & 2 are BAD! sigh...BUMMERS! 6 down..n 3 mo papers to go..CAN't WAIT!!

n afta dat, i'd be enjoyin maself in the middle of the sea, canoein, n enjoyin the sun...! yeah..dun forget yar ppl.. ;p

n oh, last week, there was an accident on the roads opp the temple near ma sch..two taxis anxiously tryin to go to the other side of the road, collided into each other..one was badly damaged n the driver passed out..which was kinda freaky for a moment..sigh.

hmm..m outta stuff to write..gtg..ciao!~

2005-09-05T02:09:00.000-07:00

been reflectin..niwae this is an ole post..juz dat it hasnt been published..anyhow, juz realised that ma mood n behaviour hve been pretty odd lately..in all the years, ive NEVER been actin dis wae..but y now?? isit stress???

n not oni does this realisation mke it diff for me..but oso the fact that ma frens dun seem to noe how to react to it..

well, juz in case, im the kind who dun loke to think negative..but en\ven if i do..i try not to show..but ironically, it does..hahaha. n the oni reaction i like to see frm ppl ard me is to PRETEND dat things weren't the wae it REALLY is n to ACT NORMAL..

i noe it sounds funny..but dts how i am like...

so do try to juz act normal around me all the time..ahahah. even when im down..its ok..i dun expect sympathy or anything..

all the work has drained all the energy in me..n its tuff for me to keep up wif ma upbeat self all the tym..especially when im tired..n it stresses me up even mo when ma belief, dat i cud count on ma frens in sch to lighten up ma black daes, crumbles on me instead..n i guess all that ive been thru lately has really affected me aLOT..n perhaps, changed me..for the beta i hope..n not the opposite..

hmm..to ma DEAR frens..thanks for toleratin ma nonsense...altho i know u guys sumtyms seriously are unsure how to react to ma moods...its frustratin..im sure..but nw dat u noe how to..juz act normal around me all the tym ard me, cn u?? thx!!! dun wori..seriously..even when im down..im weird rememba?? ahahaha.

n to evryone else..all the best for the upcomin prelims..study hard! dun give up!! toodles!~

2005-09-05T01:38:00.000-07:00

ahahaha. wts the world comin to??? tink ppl hve ran out of inspirations to write a song abt..til dey hafta write one about MUTTON!!!! hahaha

this is how the chorus goes: "mutton, mutton, mutton, mutton...
i smell like a mutton...."

????????????????? huh??? wth. hahahaha. but ive gota admit that the tune's realli nice..u'd b lyk listenin closely to it..n wud b caught in confusion once the chorus comes..hahahha.

n sadly, it came from a fellow Singaporean..im SO humiliated!! mutton??? ahahaha

hmmm...wonder y dey picked it as the main topic outta all the things in the world?? n whos uncle martin??? martin n mutton?? he loves mutton huh?? hahaha. or mayb dey were drunk when dey wrote it?? aha.

but i guess if a song lyk dis cn mke it on air..y dun we write one abt chickens den?? or a duck?? aha. nione up to the challenge collaborate wif me on dis one?? mayb we cud even feature our dear quackster, Mr. Kwek... =p

if u wana check out dis loony song, juz tune in to perfect 10..im sure u'd b rofl once u hear it..ahahaha. do mke sure u listen out for dis "hit"..hahahaha.

2005-08-31T06:10:00.000-07:00

argh!!!!! apparently the stupid interview i did for Detik..which i was really embarrassed about..& figured it wud be cut off coz twas damn bad..was shown on tv!!!!! hahahaha. gosh! & i juz had to miss watchin how stupid i looked..hehe. & for deb, who doesn't UNDERSTAND malay, to say that i sound VERY bad n was stammerin & all..is VERY BAD!!!! ahahahaha. gosh! i heard that ju, who was happily remindin ppl, includin me, to catch it, didn't manage to in the end..so i REALLY hope dat no one else did! hahahha. *crosses ma fingers* argh! i feel SO humiliated..hehe. but then again, WHO in the world watches Detik other than adults??? ahahaha. so perhaps, im save..heehee. & i juz had to mke weird contortions on ma face..which i dun rememba makin..but deb said i made a really wth face at the end of the interview..ahaha. ARRRRGGGGGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-08-26T22:53:00.000-07:00

NOTE to self : MARK the 26th of August on the calendar!!

if you're wonderin y..well, basically, yest was the most suay-est day ive EVER had..! seriously! first of all, i'd a food chem test, which i was TOALLY unprepared for..for which i decided to get an MC for..went dere abt 1330h..but i'd to wait for more than 3hrs before myno. was called..twas totally pissin seeing ppl who came with me but was a few numbers after me leavin one by one, and the new faces that replaced them being checked up before me!! twas TOTALLY unnervin! thank god fana was there..THANK YOU SO MUCH GAL!!! don't noe what i'd to if you weren't there to accompany me..

not oni dat..but afta dat, the clinic just had to be filled with ppl when twas ma turn to collect ma medicine..HAD to wait again..and later, was charged the adult rate..wth! so, i was MADE to wait again so that i can get ma refund back..digh. bummers..twas a TOTAL test of patience..NEVER before in ma life was i made to waot DAT long!! gosh! i realli hope that was the first n LAST tym it will eva happenm...ahahaha.

2005-08-23T03:39:00.000-07:00

ive two freakin tests dis week..one tmr..and anoda dis fri..bummers..the weather's been hot lately..cept for today..it suddenly showered..n poof! it's cold all over again..ive lyk less den a mth left to prelims..i doubt im ready..sigh. i duno wt im doin..been FREAKIN tired lately..SUPER tired..fallin asleep whilst doin ma work..often feelin tired n grouchy..n easily sleepy at nyt..wth..

aisha's birthday todae..HAPPY 18th gal!!! we bought her the Country Road bag which she's been wantin since the start of the year unknowingly..n boy, was she happy!!! well who woudn't???! hahaha. m glad you loved it..lyk duh! u fell in love with it ever since you've seen it! ahaha. anyhow, finally you can discard dat OP bag of yours..ahahaha. =p

2005-08-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

hello! had a crazy dae todae..went all the wae to CCAB to dae wif eme..to watch the guy's gme..but oni to find out that the venue has been changed to yjc..wth. hahaha. den fana cudnt mke it for studyin session..n ma dear sis ws too lazy to accompany me..thank god deb cud mke it earlier..but oni to find dat ma KERAAZY sis n cuz decided to head to twn too...SIAO! n oh, aisha n za too..who were initially stdyin in sch..hahaha

wt is the world comin to??? hahaha. guess no matter what happens..even if uve been dere COUNTLESS of tyms..the temptation to head dwn to twn n perhaps shop..or juz walk ard is stil instilled in us..hehe. especially when uve been tryin very hard to "cage" urself in sch so dat u cn do sum studyin...aha.

n oh, i managed to buy dis really nice top frm topshop..even tho i initially went dere to get anoda..but its ok..coz ma sis gt the otha one dat i initially wanted..so..i kinda get the best of both worlds huh? hehe. cn borrow it frm her sumtym if i wana..ryt? ;p

2005-08-08T06:21:00.000-07:00

hey! Happy early National Day everyone!!!! =) 2 more daes left of our 5-dae weekend break..gosh! hw fast tym, flies by when u seem to wana savour n enjoy it..
niwae, 2dae ws indeed a VERY red national dae..hehe. coz twas made compulsory for evryone to wear a red shirt..but dere ws definitely A misfit..dun mean to be rude..but its either dat she got the names of the colours wrong..or she cud b facin sum colour-blind problem..hahaha. KIDDIN!! hehe. basically, sumone JUST decided to be a "lil" extra by wearin black instead of red..tink she wishes deep inside for the Singapore flag to be black n white instead of red n white.. =P

finally watched ma MOST favourite book in the WORLD on screen, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory..!!! twas great..especially the oompa-loompas..n oh, not forgettin Johnny Depp as Mr. Willy Wonka..he really played him well..other den the fact dat he looks a tad too young den he was originally depicted in the book..plus, in the movie, he ws potrayed to be who he was as a result of havin a strict dentist father who NEVER allowed him to eat any candies or chocolates..WHICH ws NEVER mentioned in the book..so that would be a tiny setback to the movie for avid Roald Dahl fans like me! but other den dat, it's worth watchin..MUCH better den the 1st Charlie and the Chocolate Factory movie..

to those ppl whom ive spoilt deir enthusiasm to catch the movie, im truly sorry..but hey! tink u should've instead taken what i said abt it with a pinch of salt..aftaall, evryone is entitled to deir own comments..n perhaps, u myt tink otherwise..so..dun juz sit dere..go n catch it!!! ;)

2005-08-06T23:05:00.000-07:00

sigh.it's SO sad...i mean evryone noes ored who died in the end of Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince..but afta readin it maself, it kinda lyk hit me..i noe, i noe..it aint real..it's juz fiction..but hey! he's such a lovable character..why did he hafta die? 1st twas sirius, now dumbledore..hmm...maybe, he'd reappear again juz lyk what times predicted..

niwae, ive gota really work hard now..to ensure i achieve and get what ma uncle has helped me worked n searched for..its a once in a lifetime opportunity dat anyone would die for..! all the wae, dee!~

2005-08-05T06:50:00.000-07:00

elloz!~ well, 2dae was really a great dae..its been sumtym since the 5 of us had a proper nice laugh n a fun tym afta our major exams..not oni dat but we learnt a couple of secrets about each other..like how we seemed to get our wae by fartin on ppl, ryt aisha? hahaha. deb even expanded her malay vocabulary with the help of some instant coffee and cereal sachets..keep up on the good work gal! hehe. and za..it's not me..coz it's you, it's you, it's you...! n stop singin dat song!! its stuck in ma head now..hahaha. oh gosh! ju..help me knock some sense into dat egoistic guy ait? =P n im not you guys' "tong sampah"..even tho i hafta admit i eat more den u guys..hehe.

sigh.tokin abt dat..it's confirm plus chop dat im fat now...i juz weighed maself yesterdae n realised to ma horrors, dat i gained weight!!! ARGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n ma dear mommy juz HAD to inform me of how she realised dat i'd put on some pounds..bummers...

2005-07-29T05:57:00.000-07:00

finally informed ma parents of ma dreaded results..dey were met wif disappointment altho ma parents din show dem..noe ive been kinda egoistic..especially when it came to questionin ma doubts..hve nv eva thot dat bein selfish wud help..but come to tink of it, i guess it does..i duno..m in a limbo now..

niwae ma dear aunt juz passed away..the wae she passed on ws not hw many would consider an ideal death..but hmm..i duno..sigh. i really do miss her..and the moments we used to share together.. i guessed it is true dat u'd only start to treasure your loved ones once you lose them..

love you aunt ana..may you r.i.p...

2005-07-23T06:08:00.000-07:00

went studyin wif eme n fana 2dae..n oh, not forgettin, fahmy..haha. at the new national library..twas REALLY nice n huge! haha. 14 floors high! cn u be;ieve it?? n hey! its MORE den a library..deres even an auditorium wif lots of performances 2dae..n floors dedicated to drama performances n etc..cool huh..shall be ma new studyin jaunt frm now on..hehe =)

niwae saw lots of cuties 2dae..haha. oklah..im juz writin it dwn coz ive nth else to sae no mo...hahaha. otha den dat its 90 plus more daes til the As...(k..lets scream 2geda.. =P ) ARGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. i cant seem to get the sng frm "Freaky Friday" outta ma head..! shall get it frm fana..cant wait! =)

2005-07-20T06:16:00.000-07:00

ive nv felt SO stupid in ma life!!! not oni did i felt dat wae once 2dae..but TWICE!!! in the same hour...! urrrghhhh!!!!!!!!! y do i stupid things when it does really happen..? but hve all kinda thoughts to how i would deal wif it..always thinkin i wudn't be chicken enuf to face or tok to him...?? arrrghhhhh!!!!!!!! stupid!!! y do ma tongue always gets tied and ma brain stops functionin momentarily at the wrong moment??? it sucks especially afta u tink abt it and all the fancy alternatives suddenly cum pourin into ur mind...! hmph!!~

saw sugyanto at borders 2dae..and instead of bravin maself to sae hi to him, i shied maself away..and didn't even dare to look at him!! arghhhh!!!!!!! twas SO obvious we were both unsure to what to do n dat we knew each otha's existence..sigh. dumb dee!! cn u imagine i wasted TWO opportunities to at least smile at him or sth by takin a copy of the latest "Harry Potter" bk without even glancin at him..hmm....he even looked at our (ie. me, fana & eme) wae..but sigh. nvm..i duno..i feel stupid actuali..we had exchanged or enthusiasm to bump into each otha one dae..but when it reali DID happen..which i NV expected..i juz HAD to screw it up..bluek!!~

den met fai later..to get the money he owes ma aunt..instead of havin a proper conversation due to the long period of tym we have not met one anoda..we juz exchanged short "how dya dos", which barely lasted abt 5 min! wth..den tinkin dat he n his frens were gone, i'd to bump into him accidentally on ma wae to get a mag..coz i ws shocked i din sae nitin but juz merely gave him a smile..afta takin a few steps away frm the shock, i realised hw stupid i ws as i'd juz missed a chance to at least ask abt his life or sth..or juz merely strike up a conversation..hmm...well, waddaheck..forget it dee...STOP thinkin abt it!!!~

2005-07-17T02:14:00.000-07:00

went to sch yest for a testimonial match against the juniors..finally met up wif ma ROGUES..afta a lng while..twas great seeing dem..n i haven had such a laugh n a fun tym for awhile..as usual, we kept up to our "late-comin" habits..but for once, i ws considered early amongst da rest..hahaha. haven played for a LONG time, i seriously hve lost ALL of ma stamina..felt lyk shit yest..aha. but twas nice finally gettin to play again..especially wif ma old team..but ive to admit twas tirin..considerin the fact dat i slept for a whole 12 hours last nyt..hahaha. the result of suddenly not workin out for months.. ;p

too bad i didnt manage to join dem for dinner later..coz ma parents decided to fetch me as dey were ard the area..apparently, ma dear bro had to be careless n hurt his arm n got himself to the hospital..hw great is dat? But at least he got away wif a stitch..hmm..niwae, i realli do hope we cud all meet up soon..n perhaps hve a nice gals' dae out togeda..wadya tink of dat? =)

2005-07-14T03:28:00.000-07:00

hey peeps..juz wana let u guys noe dt ive juz changed ma hp no..its 93834476..yupz. so do mke ur changes in ur phone bk yar..toodles!~ ;p

2005-07-10T01:01:00.000-07:00

today's a very "suay" dae for me..n ppl ard me..last fridae ws fana's, ironically on her birthdae..n i guess i juz caught the "bug"..hehe.

things were goin juz fine..when ma mum had to wake up wif a foul mood..and i'd trouble findin my wallet, which i later found out ws in the car..left hme late n in the end, missed abt 10 min of the crucial start to "Batman Begins"..halfwae thru it, the worst thing dat cud EVER happened to a gal happened..! ws in denial but ma instincts were ryt! cudnt get the stains off..had to search for a bottom deperately! found a nice one at an acceptable price at john little..it wasnt sth dt i'd usually buy..but i guess "Beggers cant be choosers..". ;p
and it juz HAD to rain suddenly..n deb had trouble goin to church..sorry dear for ruinin the dae..

p.s. sorry to all the ppl who were affected due to ma "touchy" behaviour last wk..juz found out
twas ma PMS actin up..pardon me yar..

2005-07-07T01:37:00.001-07:00

heyhey! the mids are FINALLY over..sch has started..and now, everyone's dreadin to hear the results..hmm..sigh. i juz pray i pass everything..dt'd be good enuf for me..for NOW! well, not actualli..but at least it'd be MUCH beta den seein Fs..m not lookin forward to see ma parents' reaction to the results tho..hmph!

did sth stupid dis mornin..ma back bra strap kinda went hay-wired..ws walkin dwn the sch ramp..n noticed dere wasn't anyone behind..n knowin how twas callin for help oh-so frantically, i decided to slip ma hand into ma sch blouse to give it a hand..ws JUST slittin ma hand in and turnin ard JUST to mke sure..when i juz HAD to see fadzil behind me..! hahaha. m SO sorry for the dreadful sight..but i ws helpless..hehe. cudnt help but i cracked up on the spot, laughin all the wae down the ramp wif fana..oh gosh! the stupid stuffs i do..especially when i aint thinkin.. ;p

2005-06-22T05:20:00.000-07:00

Your Expression Number is 1

You have the skills to be a top executive or businessperson.But first you must develop your natural capacity to be a good leader.You are truly original - with a creative approach to life and a very sharp mind.
You reach for the sky, and you have the potential to reach it.Assertive and straight forward, you have little need for supervision.You are self-confident, self-reliant, and courageous in your convictions.
While you sometimes fear loneliness, you prefer to be left alone.A bit self centered, you may be hard to life with at times.You also have a strong dominant streak - which can push others away at times.

What's" Your Expression Number?

2005-06-22T04:40:00.000-07:00

hahaha. 2dae ws really a funny dae..knowin our always-hungry selves (NOTE : we ARENT greedy! juz growin adolescents who needs all the needed nutrients for growth.. ;p) , we went on a search for food at the pasar malam beside the cck mrt station..in the end we decided to share and buy a packet of takopachi n okonomiyaki? (sth lyk dt)..

as i ws really hungry i decided to eat one of the takopachi balls..totally oblivious to the fact dat it ws juz cooked and dat twas gona be hot, i plomped the whole thing into ma mouth..as i sank ma teeth into it, the hot juices flowed out and i realised hw HOT twas! hehe. i ws practically prancin ard, openin ma mouth and tryin to get sum cool air to cool it..at the SAME tym, eme who had ored cut hers into pieces decided to eat hers too n got her lelangit burnt coz she tilted her head back..while i gt ma tongue burnt! twas REALLY a funny sight as both of us ws prancin ard, flappin our hands in front of our mouths so dat cool air cud enter..altho we DO know it doesnt help dat much..while fana, learnin a VERY gd lesson frm wt we earlier did juz stood dere and stared at us while she made the decision to eat hers afta it has cooled...hahaha. n oh, tanx fana for offerin to blow into ma mouth altho u din in the end..niwae dun tink it wud b of much help either.. =)

n oh, tanx to dem too i'd ma FIRST taste of keropok lekor...hahaha. twas ok lah..pretty interestin as u hafta consume it wif sambal..but apparently dey said twas too crispy..twas actually supposed to be crispy on the outside but chewy on the inside..hahaha. kinda remind me of khairul's KFC chicken special, coleslaw wrapped with chicken skin : crispy on the outside but juicy on the inside.. ;p

finally went to sch 2dae..felt REALLY weird ironin ma sch uniform and wearin ma sch nike sneakers..duno why..felt i looked funny..hahaha. hmm...gosh! 4 more daes til the drastic mids!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-06-19T03:37:00.000-07:00

bluegh! 1 MORE WEEK left til the mids..! wt hve i been doin for the past 3 weeks??! sigh. i reali duno..kinda on ma toes ryt now..shit! dis sucks..n ma fren yest juz HAD to gimme a lecture last nyt when i ORED have realised the importance..DUH! i knew abt it ALL along..

k..im in a limbo ryt nw actuali..bt otha den dt i tink im fine..well, i TINK i WANA feel dat wae..hmm... ;p well, k den..i gtg..toodles..~

2005-06-16T05:03:00.000-07:00

Saw dis sumwhere online..tink its kinda cool..

coz twas written by a guy who has had years of experience..

n its kinda true..so CHECK IT OUT!! especially the guys.. hehe ;p

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up attheir house...they run around in theirunderwear just like we do.

2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seemfoolproof, but girls tell each othereverything about everything. Trust me,they WILL find out and you will be mud.

3. Beware of every single male relativeand all guy friends. Any of them wouldkick your a** at the drop of a hat, and alot of them wouldn't even wait for thedamn hat.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell themthey're beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of yourfriends. If they laugh at you, it's becausethey're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if youwant to. If they're going out with you inthe first place, it's because they like beingin your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tellyour friends that you did.

8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tellyour friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty-minded in private;really...most of them are not offended byit...

10. Not all of them eat like birds; a lot ofthem can eat like whales.

11. Most of them don't mind paying halfof everything, but they do discuss thesethings with their friends. Realize that ifyou make your girlfriend pay half all thetime, everyone will know about it andyour friends will know you're a pu**y...

11.5 Do you honestly need all yourmoney that much? Be a man, pay all thetime!

12. Every girl should eventually get threethings from her boyfriend- a stuffedanimal, one of his sweatshirts, and areally pretty ring, even if it's not a seriousrelationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely asoften as you can. If you're dropping heroff, walk her to the door. If you aren'tdropping her off, call to be sure she'shome safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is yourright to beat the sh*t out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend ofyours, pull your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just ina joking way. Even if she swats you first,and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" orsomething, never make any gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while.She doesn't care whether you enjoy it ornot, it just matters that you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't getalong with their pets, parents, and bestfriends. Be prince charming to theirfriends, Mr. Polite to their parents, andmake sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their mom...thats justfreaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's notgross, and it really does make them feellike sh*t, so be understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive,you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you'reintroducing her to your friends, you'dbetter damn well introduce her as yourgirlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for everydate. They really only want to be withyou.

24. If they complain that something hurts,rub it for them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're playfighting/wrestling, be very gentle.

26. Memorize their god damn birthdays.You forget her birthday and you'rebasically screwed for life.

27. Don't marinade the cologne, butsmell good.

28. Don't give her something stupid forher birthday or Christmas or Valentine'sDay. It doesn't have to be expensive, butit has to be meaningful. Jewelry is alwaysnice.

29. If you think the relationship isn'tgoing to last, don't wait to find out. It willonly hurt you more if you draw it out.

30. After you've been dating for a while,realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend whotruly trusts you, you have a lot moreresponsibility, privilege and control thanyou would think. Be careful with it, mostguys would kill for that kind of power, andit can be lost in a nanosecond.

(If you have read this and you are a girl,then some of these things are actuallyreally true...am I right?! And if you read this and you are a guy, then these are like the mother f**kin best tips you couldever get!)

2005-06-13T06:19:00.000-07:00

din do much todae..thx to ma dear darlings, eme n fana..i NEVER knew how distractin friendster cud be..hahaha. u gals shud noe wt i mean.. =) our "half-gal" companion din cum to sch 2dae..guess he ws busy enjoyin his 18th bdae.. "HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY DEAN!!" ..hehe. ;p guess we'd hafta postpone our "muthu-curry" session again huh..haha.

the dae ws freakin hot..as usual..haven been doin much revision..guess i beta start buckin up..hve been pretty much a bum lately too..special thx to the wheather..sigh. hope i wont end up all fat n ugly by the end of the hols.. ;p

oooh...ive dis weird "blue-black" thingy on ma lower left arm..it hurts wheneva i touch it..oni noticed it abt 7pm juz nw...wonder "what" pinched me..sheesh! it looks ugly and awful...!

2005-06-07T06:37:00.000-07:00

It felt as tho I’d a fd feast 2dae..thx to dean..haha. me, dean, eme n fana went to fill our dear growlin tummies ova at lets eat @ lot 1..had our main dish n early desserts of sum local thai cakes..and our dear dean decided to treat us to gelato ice-cream coz of his comin bdae..twas SO sweet of him..n yeah..thx again dean for the ice-cream..! ;p

Well, knowin us..u cn kinda figure out the noise we made..laughin histerically non-stop..n I felt kinda bad at the demands n the situation we put our dear waitress into..but hey! We were juz bein plain fickled-minded..hahaha. =)

Hmm..i duno y bt im sensing dt bishan is outta turn into one of dose mat&minah estates..lyk wdlands, tampines, yishun etc. (pardon me if I offended anyone who lives in the mentioned areas..hehe) bt seriously, bshan is reali a cina place lah..wif nt much mlys..juz tke ma blk for example, including me, deres oni TWO mly families livin here..pretty sad ryt? Hahaha.

Juz as I ws on way hme on da train, dere were 3 mats, tryin to fighure out if I lived at bishan too..haha. n apparently dey live at bishan too n ive NEVER seen dem ard either..n of late, ive been seein a lot of unknown mats ard ma area..guess more mlys r movin into bishan..but I reali hope the mats&minahs aren’t plannin to invade bishan and mke it one of deir territories.. ;)

2005-06-06T06:27:00.000-07:00

hey! m stil fuckin sick..stil hve abit trouble breathing properly..wheezin abit..juz a lil eho..feel as tho lyk im darth vader..breathin heavily and all..hehe. nt literally lah..basically ive phlegm in ma chest..sigh.

chem test tmr..shud i go tmr?? i really duno! ma dear principal has gone BONKERS!! callin ppl up due to their absence in sch for specific sch stuff this hols..but den again its lyk "WOW!"..i guess he does care for us huh? but den again..i duno..feel as tho we r in prison or sth..hafta undastan abit lah..

ooh..fianlly caught "STAR WARS EPISODE III : RETURN OF THE SITH" 2dae!! thanks aunt siti!! =) twas the BEST one outta the trilogy..sigh. y does cute annie hafta be SO naive?? n hes so STUPID to do sth wich he tink cud help him but instead further aggravated the situation..??? sigh. but he looks so IRRESISTABLE when he went to the dark side..with the black cape ova his head and his orangey-red eyes..hehe. i cant help it if ive sth for bad boys..which gal doesnt ryt?? ;p

guess ive to update ma Top 3 hunk list nw..
1) Pharell Williams ( he stil tops ma chart!! ;p)
2) Hayden Christensen
3) Andrew Lawrence ( ws at 2, nw 3..kickin off Chad Michael Murray..niwae he's engaged.. ;p)

NOTE : initially Jon Johnson ws tied at 2 wif Andrew Lawrence..but haf decided to kick him outta this notable eminent charts as he totally didnt EVEN lay his eyes on me when he ws in spore afta he met Jamie!! hmph!

2005-06-01T05:18:00.000-07:00

aah....finally went to sch 2dae..hehe. i noe i may sound a tad ironic..but it seems lyk i tink ive gota PRETEND dat sch's stil goin on as usual..so dat i cud maximise ma tym a 'lil bit..got a 'lil nutsy yest ova math..n thank god, i finally managed to clear dem up..juz realised hw dumb i ws..basically cudnt get the ans coz i stressed maself up too much and in the end, misread the qn..haha. pretty dumb ait? haha. i noe.. =p

stil haven started ma revision for ma TWO mock tests nxt wk! argH!!!!! haha. evryone else ws studyin either chem or phy in da library juz nw..'cept for me..ws doin ma math..beta FORCE maself to study either chem or phy 2dae..or else, no Star Wars Dark Chocolate M&Ms for u...lyk it works..hahaha. ;-)

hmm...gota catch TRL nw..its the premiere of Eminem's music video, "Ass Lyk Dat"..cant wait! hehe. toodles..later!~

2005-05-31T08:07:00.000-07:00

hve gone online for the THIRD tym in a day already..! GOSH! cant seem to get ANYthing done! sigh. TWO mock tests nxt wk and i dun tink im EVEN prepared for it yet..hmm..physics xtra lessons up tmr..and the nxt TWO consequtive daes..tink i beta do sth to mke sure dat i dun easily lose focus. not oni is the HOT weather a botherin factor but it seems dat ive been snackin alot! hahaha. gota get mo snacks i guess.. =)

hmm..cant wait to catch star wars..yaryar i noe..i seemed abit outdated..when EVRYONE else hve caught it..but hey! be easy..at least i KNOW dat at least i'd be catchin it..it's beta to be soon den NEVER..haha.

watchin ms universe nw..ms indonesia's SO sweet n pretty..n apparently deres alot of controversy ova the fact dat shes muslim n she ws paradin in a swimsuit..well at least she wore a one-piece suit..n din decide to wear a 2-piece..n her dress, tho flatterin, wasnt DAT revealin..for goodness sake, give her sum slack! n sigh. she din even get into top 10! i guess its coz of her petiteness..but i cant believe dat miss "kaku" israel gt into top 10! okok...i noe im bad..sori! hehe. ;p

2005-05-24T07:05:00.000-07:00

2dae ws the police cup finals..held at the police academy..the PJ ruggers had done well to earn demselves a spot in the plate finals..for the VERY 1st tym in 5 years! basically in PJ history..dey went up against anoda underdog, CJ..twas a close and gd fite to the end..but sadly, dey lost to CJ at a score of 12-5..sori indra..u cudnt get the PERFECT bdae present u were hopin for..but im sure things happen for a reason and that deres a MUCH beta bdae present out dere waitin for you..so cheer up bro..n i wish u an early "HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY!!"..may all ur hopes and dreams cumtrue in da followin year..all the best in ur future endeavours..! ;p

tmr's the dreadin GP paper..haven done ANY preparation for it..and ive NO idea wt to study or CHOOSE to study for tmr's paper..hmm..m in no mood actuali to do any revision..but i guess ive to plonk maself into doin it..i hope i'd do well in it tho..and dat it'd b a do-able paper..hmm..to all my j2 frens : ALL THE BEST FOR TMR GUYS!! Good luck! And DO study hard for the upcoming mids yar.. =)

well dis wk has been a KERAAAZY one!! filled with ups n dwns..as tho im on dis rollercoaster ride! haven cried in months..hve nv even cried thrice in one dae eva before! but i guess deres always a 1st tym for evrything..it has been one where my emotions hve been toyed n played wif..tested and pried wif..i juz realised hw naive i realli m..how sumone may not reali be who u tink dey are..sigh.

2005-05-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

ola...!~ hmmm... been cravin for lotsa things lately.. duno y.. before ur mind starts to think othawise.. lemme clear it up for u first.. dun worry.. for im not pregnant.. hahaha. but instead, the "tym of the month" has finally arrived! so BEWARE!!! hahaha. nolah..

well, thanks to ma aunts, ma latest craving "calls" were answered.. hve been really picky abt the fd ive been eatin lately.. ;p well, lets see.. had marche last fri.. delifrance yest.. sakae sushi juz nw.. n m munchin on Chips Ahoy chocolate chip cookies now... yumyum! hahaha. hmm...wonder what i'd be cravin for next... hehe.

argh!!!! star wars comin out tmr!!! i REALLY cant wait to catch it!!! well lets get into the zone now.. by typin da otha half of my entry lyk yoda would... hehehe.

hmmm...chem SPA, i have tomorrow..very unprepared, i really am..totally clueless, i am, to why im still online now tho.. lots to memorise, dere is.. what and how to do so, i realli duno.. am reali lazy, i am now.. anything, i dun wana do.. hmm...to study for SPA, shud I or shudnt I??

2005-05-15T04:36:00.000-07:00

Check dis out..its pretty cool.. ;p

Your Rock Star Family by Mikki
Mum	Joan Jett
Dad	Michael Hutchence (INXS)
Sister	Morgan (Kittie)
Brother	Mick Jagger
Boyfriend	Billy (Good Charlotte)
Girlfriend	Kelly Osbourne
Best friend	Shirley Manson (Garbage)
You

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2005-05-12T05:21:00.000-07:00

i just can't see eye to eye with mediocre minds who give opposition to great spirits or camaraderie formed.we cannot afford to sacrifice some more at the expense of the others.today ended with a good note though some teared and one junior ended up feeling so.had it in common.no time to feel jaded girls.

its funny hw sum ppl tink dt others r mediocre when dey r lykwise sumtyms too..pressurin demselves over MINUTE things and often gettin THINGS wrg when dey r actuali NOT reali listenin..lying ard..choosin what dey wana hear..especially when dey r fumin inside..how ironic..n hey! get the facts straight PLEASE!!! we arent opppsin to great spirits n camaraderie..since when were we??? if i was i wouldn't hve even tried becomin frens wif u guys or the least wastin ma tym for half a year comin dwn for trg when i cud've been concentratin on ma studies instead..

n cant afford to sacrifice sumo at the expense of others?? sacrifice wt?? wt hve YOU sacrificed before?? i'd lyk to noe to...

u werent even tryin to listen to what we had to sae..as EVRYTHING went wrg! no one TRIED to undastan..we din EVEN get to reali sae wt we wan..as NO one cooperated to sae WHAT dey had in mind..NO use havin team talks when deres NO transparency in the team..i dun tink deres even equal sae in the team..juz as much as u'd lyk to tink dere is..dere isnt..sum are scared to voice out what dey hafta sae..n sum CHOOSE to not to...coz dey sae dey hve no sae in the decisions..its a TEAM for goodness sake!!!! EVRYONE has a sae..its just dat the captain mkes the FINAL decisions!!

all i can saes dt we dun see eye-to-eye in things..in views of the gme in retrospect..u guys see as playin the gme for fun AND playin to win as TWO DIFFERENT things..but we DON'T! we see dem as EQUALS..as when we are playin we NOE dat we are havin fun and winnin is a boost and a catalyst to do well durin the gme..NOT as some ADDED PRESSURE..we still exist in the team for the LOVE and PASSION for the gme..

NEVER EVER thought dis kinda thing would ever happen to the ROGUES..or the least any team or organisation that im in..m TRULY sad that this happened..i mean this has truly turned out to become this growin tumour..hampenin the REAL true potential of the team..its REALLY SAD!!

the future of the ROGUES seems unpredictable now..one junior ended up feeling so : hmm..feeling wt?? wteva it is..tink she's gotten it ALL wrong just lyk u guys..pity the juniors and the ROGUES' future..always had evnvisioned it to be a gd one..but i aint too sure abt it now..a junior ended up feelin so : feel wt?? wteva it is, i tink she has gotten it ALL wrg just lyk u guys..n hey! do rememba dt skills are THE most essential in the gme..it OUTWEIGHS evrythin else! and the rest are just supplements to further ENHANCE the gme..

so yup..dun get me or the seniors wrong..coz we ARENT tryin to gain and keep our control of the team..or even trying to shape the team to how we lyk..coz i noe for a FACT, MY team AINT lyk THIS team..we are DIFFERENT ppl with DIFFERENT perspectives and faculties of the mind..we are juz givin our views which we tot you guys said you all appreciated..but it seems that wheneva our views seem to clash, it'd ALWAYS turn out into a HUGE MISUNDASTANDIN! its FREAKIN SAD!

wteva it is, i REALLY appreciate the memories we had..be it good or bad..dun wan evrything to end sourly..but it looks lyk it mite turn out lykwise..but whatever it is, ALL THE BEST in whatever you guys do..GOOD LUCK! n hey! ive decided i DUN wana play dis SUNDAE..i'd pay for the registration..i'd gife u guys the cash..you guys just send anoda representative to tke up ma spot n hand me ova the free goodies..m nt in the ryt frame of mind to play dis sundae..

afta all that has happened, it'll NEVER change for a fact though that i AM a ROGUE at heart..Do rememba that..best wishes to the 4 teams dis sundae..DO help me send ma regards to brenda..bet shes gona b disappointed..thx niwae.. ;)

2005-05-05T00:14:00.000-07:00

hey ppl! hmm.. din go to sch 2dae..been coughin since the hols..decided not to go to sch 2dae 2do sth bt it..at the sme tym get to miz the phy test dt ive been dreadin..hehe. bt i stil hafta tke it on mon tho..so deres no escapin..

heres a lil sumting bt guys..duno if its true..guys..tell me if it is..haha.
1. The nice men are ugly.
2. The handsome men are not nice.
3. The handsome and nice men are gay.
4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men aremarried.
5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nicemen, have no money.
6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nicemen with money think we are only after theirmoney.
7. The handsome men without money are after ourmoney.
8. The handsome men, who are not so nice andsomewhat heterosexual, don't think we arebeautiful enough.
9. The men who think we are beautiful, that areheterosexual, somewhat nice and have money,are cowards.
10. The men who are somewhat handsome,somewhat nice and have some money and thankGod are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKETHE FIRST MOVE!!!!
11. The men who never make the firstmove, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative.

NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN?"
Men are like a fine wine.They all start out like grapes, andit's our job to stomp on them and keepthem in the dark until they mature into somethingyou'd like to have dinner with."

2005-05-01T08:50:00.000-07:00

hey ppl! ive juz uploaded the pics taken durin the Standard Chartered Rugby 7s...so juz click on the link to ma pictures and get the pics frm ma yahoo photo album ait? sori for the huge delay tho! ;p peace!

2005-04-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

I made a Quiz just for you guys to try out! Let's see how well you all noe me.. ;pTake my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

2005-04-23T23:17:00.000-07:00

went to the IMH the recent fri..on a sch field trip..was a borin n dumb one..kol it a learnin journey..bt we did nth much otha den juz plonkin purselves in comfy seats n listenin to sum borin lecture abt the history of the "mad house"..actuali we went dere on a mission..to send our dear fren zahiah hme..hahaha. bt in the end, we decided not to..din wna heighten the IMH workers' miseries and sufferings..hehe.

ooh...meet-the-parents session ws da followin dae..it went ok i guess..ive nth much to comment abt it..otha den dt i shall be expectin a duller n monotonous lyf ahead of me..for this yr at least..till ma As are done..bt anyway, its nt lyk ive much of one..hahaha. bt i hope all the effort wud pay..n before u noe it, i'd b outta dis small n vorin island..and wud b havin fun n rendezvous-ing ard either in the US, the Netherlands, Germany, London or Spain...! i pray it'll all work out..hehe.

the Singapore Standard Chartered Rugby 7s ws last wkend..had fun..bt twas different frm last yr due to the atmosphere..nid came for the 1st dae bt nt the 2nd..she din felt 7-ing dis yr..spent ma tym mostly wif nina n fana n eme..who ws busy wif her own stuff the 2nd dae..BUT despite all dt, managed to capturee alot of pictures dis yr! includin one wif the AUSTRALIAN WALLABIES!!! i even gt ma ball autographed by ma dear DANWELL DEMAS!!! hahahaha. ;p

hmm...i noe ive always been tokin abt the same 'ole borin stuff dese past few entries..but ma lyf has been lately revolvin ard sch oni..i noe it sounds pathetic..n i noe dt its gona get worse..hahaha. especially wif no perks n love lyf..hehe. the oni thing dt's keepin me sane are ma frens n touch..bt lately, ive been doubtin the latter has been of much help..

n oh, before i leave..did i mention dt i appeared in the news??? hahaha. bt too bad, i ws in ma mom's colourful baju kurung..hehe. juz in case u were wonderin wth i ws in the mly news for..ma one minute of fame ws for this mly poetry book launch, which i helped out wif ma frens for CIP hours..hmm..nt bad for 7hours of CIP huh? hehe. n we din even DID 7 hours!!! ;p

2005-04-14T05:26:00.000-07:00

erm....haven been online in a LONG while...n sumone juz told me dt im TOO detailed in ma entries...hahaha. u shud noe who u r..hehe. gota admit dt i pretty m.. ;p

niwaez nina nid n hajarah came back for trg yest..had a nice long tok togeda wif nid n nina..twas nice to c dem again..kinda miz havin dem ard..its so easy to tok abt stuff openly and frankly..hmmm...

standard chartered rugby 7s dis wkend..cant wait!!! cant wait to see ma danwell demas frm south africa...! hehe.

hmm...im clueless ova hw to continue nw..guess i beta leave it off here..till den, cya!

2005-03-30T05:11:00.000-08:00

im so down
i feel as tho im on the edge of fallin
into a pit SO deep
where i cud bury maself in ma sorrows.

disappointment n frustration has set in
followed by fear n confusion
to brood, i do not want
but no sense of comfort cn seem to eva help me.

tears of defeat i try to not release
a strong front i try to put up.
wif paintbrushes in hand i paint maself a facade
wif da hope dey r colourful enuf to distract ppl frm da real me.

bt i tink wt's reali botherin me inside
is the anticipation of the disappointment in ma parents' eyes
upon meetin ma dreadful new found "fren",
'tho she aint someone im proud of.

i know she's gona shadow me til she finds a new haunt.
'til den i juz hafta work hard to fend her off.
its gona be tough and draining, i fear it'd wear me off..
but im sure wif peseverence and belief, dis wil b a task im capable of.

2005-03-27T04:15:00.000-08:00

went to sentosa yest..wif eme..haven gone to da beach for awhile ored..so twas nice..bt i din reali get dt much of a tan tho..coz of the weather..twas basically crazy..drizzled a bit..den it gt cloudy..n it shined again..n den rained...haha.

basically went to accompany eme..as twas the ITE rugby guys' celebration picnic..well, aidil invited her..so yar..twas awkward initially..but it turned out ok in the end..did nth much reali 'cept did a 'liol tannin, went for a swim in the sea..den we played touch..dt ws nice tho..n i juz realised hw ma fitness nw sucks..afta juz nt trainin for 2-3 wks i tink..hmm..gt loads to do now to regain ma 'ole fitness level..

n oh, dere wasnt much cuties to oogle over..'cept for "ma" lifeguard n dis REALI cute pan-asian guy, who turned out to be a professional soccer player frm albirex!!! really cute n hot!! n plus, he has japanese blood too! hahaha. i noe...i noe...bet u guys wud b goin, "ok...dts enuf di..." hahaha.

hmm...sch resumes tmr..n im SO dreadin it...! sigh. nt oni is dere gona be lessons..bt we'd hafta face the torture of anticipatin our common test results...! ARGH!!!! wonder hw i did...

2005-03-27T04:07:00.000-08:00

WORDS WOMEN USE:-

"Fine!"

This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. Five Minutes If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour.

"Five minutes..."

is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

"Nothing..."

This is the calm before the storm. This means "something" and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "nothing" usually end in "fine".

"Go Ahead..."

This is a dare, not permission, DON'T DO IT!

Loud Sigh

Although not actually a word, the loud sigh is often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing".

"That's Okay..."

This is one of the most dangerous statements that woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

"Thanks."

This is the least used of all words in the female vocabulary. If a woman is thanking you. Do not question it, just say you're welcome and back out of the room slowly.

2005-03-23T04:22:00.000-08:00

FINALLY!!! its over!!! sigh. what a relief..but it wasnt an easy end to the exams tho..physics ws tough..math ws tricky..n i tink i stressed maself up TOO much till i cudnt reali tink properly..both venues were FREAKIN cold til ma lips were chapped..conditions were uncomfortable..especially for math paper til ma neck hurt..n i CANT believe da mistake i did durin ma math paper!!! ARGH!!! bummer...sigh. guess i'd juz hafta pray for da best..PLEASE GOD!!! lemme pass EVERYTHING!!!

hmm...i hope we t stil goin out tmr..nt sure if its stil gona be on nw dt we didn't reali get to discuss abt it juz nw in sch..n dt nw julaiha's sick..gosh! its da DAMN whether..coz i stil hve ma flu frm LAST FRI!! it's crazy ryt?? hmm..n oh..aisha's SO gona be missed..NOT!! aha...she'd be headin to KL for a holidae wif her family tomorrow..lucky her! hmm..imagine all da SHOPPIN she'd b able to do...! nvm..we shall do sum of our own tmr..WITHOUT aisha!! hahaha. ;p

2005-03-21T02:44:00.000-08:00

1st dae of the ever-dreadin common tests..1 down and 2 more to go..! and they juz HAD to put dose last 2 papers together on wed...but i guess, at least i'd have the thursday and friday off..havin 4 WHOLE daes to enjoy before the monotonous lessons begin to fill themselves up in ma oh-so borin life again..aha!

hmm..i guess i hafta give an account of ma dae and the "highlight" of it : da CHEM common test! oooh...."WOW!" hahaha. paper 1 ws ok..paper 2 ws mo tough..well, i usually dun tink much about the paper once it's done..duno y..juz dun lyk to do so..lyk dey sae..shing ga them ga them..wts done is done..i REALLY duno how ppl cn rememba da qns, especially together with their qn numbers! and their answers SPECIFICALLY! step by step sumtyms..i mean lyk WHOA! its nt lyk i cant..i CAN rememba da qns vaguely..bt NOT da qn numbers! just a habit dt ive embraced so as to not stress maself up too much ova it..

went to eat with aisha, ju n za at LJ causewae pt..our dear deb went hme as she ws too tired..she slept at 4am, for goodness sake..! so i undastan..haha. chilled dere for sum tym, went to exchange za's bro's bdae present for a bigger size..FINALLY got ma nail polish..haha. sorry guys for takin such a long tym decidin which nail polish colour to buy..u noe me...hehe. ;p

haven started any revision for math n physics..m OFFICIALLY a dead meat! so i guess i beta mke FULL use of da tym ive left..36 mo hours till DOOMS-DAY if i dun start muggin soon..! cmon di!! u cn do it!! tink of all da shoppin u cn do afta dt!! 60 mo hours till its tym for a shoppin spree!!!! hahaha.

2005-03-16T08:27:00.000-08:00

hmm...gt DAMN sick yest..! SUPER sick til i ws walkin ard unda da HOT scorchin sun in ma thick ROXY sweater..! n yet, i ws still feelin cold..! hahaha. went for da math tez despite ma temperature..went to ma granma's to rest afta which i felt SO much beta..went hme to rest sumo afta dt..wt an INTERSTIN dae aint it?? haha.

went to watch ma ROGUES play at yio chu kang stadium in da mornin..wif ma sis..haha. coz she ws supposed to follow me go study wif ma frens at da library..decided to ask her along as i knew she'd b bored at hme..so yar..n oh, thank god da sis ws patient n nice todae..didn't utter a single complaint as she juz sat dere watchin otha teams ply at her own will..while i watch da gals..twas FREAKIN hot again today..but i ws back to ma normal self..perspirin 'stead of shiverin..hahaha. went for lunch wif dem afta dt at causeway point wif mr lee, who ws lookin all cool n stylish 2dae..aha. met up wif julaiha n aisha afta dt at wdlands library for some studyin..stayed dere til abt 6 plus before we left for al-ameen's, where i'd ma egg n plain prata wif lychee drink..twas SO fillin..SURPRISINGLY! aha..well, dt ws basically ma dinner..haven eaten ever since..duno wt im gona do tmr..c hw..n hey! im nt sleepy..crazy aint it? especially when all ma frens who were online wif me juz nw are all ored sound aslp..aha. well guess i beta go nw den..til den..CIAO!!~

2005-03-04T05:46:00.000-08:00

its da release of da Alevel results 2dae..ws SO scared and nervous for ma frens...well, dis is all i cn sae...2 dose who gt wt dey wan, i wish u guys "CONFRATULATIONS!! WELL DONE!!"..n 2 dose who didn't, it's ok..thing's happen for a reason..perhaps God has planned sumthing beta ahead of u..n it has REALLY motivated and persevered me to work harder for ma As..and ma common tests dats comin up..thanx for da advice u guys gave me..dun wori..i'd tke dem in ma stride n nt ignore dem..

M1 touch com comin up in 2 weeks' tym..sigh. nt again..lyk last yr..y do dey hafta always mke it near da common test?? Da team’s nw ponderin ova whether to tke part in it onot..bt if dey dun, dey won’t b able to tke part in da following 2 touch competitions..sigh. well, had a team talk 2dae..bt I’d to rush off..wonder wt ws the consensus dey agreed upon..

Oh..went to watch “Hitch” last wed at prince..really nice!! GREAT movie!!! A MUST-WATCH!! It’s a chick-guy flick..so everyone SHOULD watch it..! ‘nuff said..or I’d juz go rattling on abt da movie n in da end, tell on u guys wt da story line is..hehe.

2005-02-27T00:03:00.000-08:00

hmm...i duno..bt i looked lyk dere ws pretty much a bad turnout for cyclethon 2dae..altho' i came oni ard 1110h wif eme to watch da match btw the PJ ruggers n the PJ alumni team..oni managed to hear the last few seconds of hafiz n band performance..haha. niwae da ole' boys won..saw ashik! haven seen him in a LONG while..lookin beta as eva..haha. actuali all da cute ole seniors were lykwise too..hehe.

went to twn wif aisha afta dat to mit up wif deb at bk far east for sum studyin..haha. saw 2 small boys 2dae, ard 9 yrs old, decked out in skinhead gear..pretty cute n funny..bt den again, twas lyk "WOW!"..hahaha. oh, headed to wdlands library aftawards as deb n aisha had to deir cip dere..on our wae2da 190 bus stop, on da ovahead bridge, as we were busy arguing ova where we saw dis "cute guy in light blue shirt" before and oso, attractin alot of attention, we bumped into a grp of white cuties and well, i managed to look into the eye of one of dem n whoa! i just melted ryt dere n den..! hahaha. his eyes were of a beautiful shade of light blue..n hes such a HOTTIE!! gosh! i stil cant get da picture of him outta ma mind..! hes SO cute!!! hahaha. bt as always, aisha din noticed him bt noticed his otha cute fren..who ws behind him..hehe.

studied at wdlands library den..wif aisha..as she decided nt to do cip in da end..while deb n her fren did deirs..til abt 7.30pm when we left..as we cudn't study no mo..haha. argh!!! ive chem test dis comin mon..n im lyk SO not prepared for it..common test r comin up too..! sigh. im SO scared..!

oh, before i end, yest we da SRU touch finals..n we managed to clinch bowl runner-up..well done gals..! bt we STIL cn do beta.. ;p bt its ok..shing ga them, ga them..we cn always learn frm our mistakes..bt im proud of u guys.. =)

2005-02-24T06:14:00.000-08:00

heyhey! gosh! yest ws great!! haven had so much fun lyk dt for such a lng tym..

well nid basically planned to surprise sam by arrangin a rogues meet-up specially for her as she's leavin for US soon to check out universities dere..niwae, plus we gals haven met up together in a LONG while..

nid n nina came dwn for trg 1st to help out..den frm sch me, eme, nid, nina n fana headed to twn to meet up wif annie n sam..waited for dem..n all da while, sam tot dt dey were on deir wae to meet annie's frens..n wasnt realli lookin forward to it..haha.da moment she saw us, she started tearin..twas SO sweet!!

went to hve dinner den..ws our noisy self..hehe. evryone ws starin at us..bt wadda heck..hehe. done wif dinner, we started takin pictures..haha. den we decided2tke neoprint den coz annie's email is a goner..&dt she wanted2hve a pic of us..decided2print out da pic frm sam's digicam bt juz as we reach da shop, dey switched off da machine..so had2tke da neoprint in da end..well, twas pretty late by den..so we went hme..tho twas a short meetin, twas a fulfillin one..niwae we'd b plannin2head ova2sentosa nxt sat..cant wait!! ;p

2005-02-19T21:59:00.000-08:00

hey! finally ma com's ok..cudn't update dis blog of mine for weeks ored..so dis is basically wt ive been up to..

SRU league ws last fri..guess where we played in the end?? TURF CITY!!!! wt a locarion ryt? well, basically, twas the WORST place to play touch..worse den farrer park! nt oni does it nt hve a proper place for u to shower afta dt..bt we oso had to walk a LONG way in to da field!! plus, twas SO ulu!!

hmm..played against both tj n rj..1st gme ws pretty bad as we were all switched off..lost 3-0 to dem..bt da one against rj ws WAE much beta..bt it'd hve been a perfect end to da dae if nt for da last min try by rj..endin da gme wif rj beatin us at 2-1..bt nvm..i hope things wud b MUCH beta nxt wk..as we fight for da bowl i tink..

went out wif ma sis n ma cuzzins : ain, jannah n wani..we were supposed to watch the chingay parade..went ard lookin for a proper place to watch..bt as twas DAMN packed, we basically juz walked ard in the end..met eme n her sis at topshop..n guess who i oso met before dt?? dya guys watch "MANHUNT" on starworld??? notice da hawaiian-lookin hot cutie on da show?? btw his nme's JON JOHNSON..well, i saw him as we were walkin outside wisma atria wif a gal..tot i ws hallucinatin initially bt twas REALLY him!!! n i practically squealed on da spot..n ma sis n cuzzins were lyk "What ru squealin at??"...thank god for da huge crowd n noise frm the chingay parade..if nt, i tink i myt juz die in embarrassment..! hahaha. n i duno HOW ppl cn juz walk by him without noticin him..when he looked DAMN hot in person, wif his new tan n all! oh gosh..! i STILL cant believe i saw him in person!!!! hahaha.

oh..its been a pretty hectic week for me...thx to da 3 tests i had to tke..the chem SPA and 2 assignment tests..common tests is comin up too..hope it won't be deja vu all ova again..gotta start revisin for it ored..before its too late..

n to whoeva db is...i duno who da hell u r..bt i dun tink u noe me well..so dun EVER judge me!! if uve got da guts, tell me who u REALLY are..so dun gimme dis s#*! n use such a phony nick wif it...GET A GRIP!!!

2005-02-08T01:44:00.000-08:00

I'm sitting here just thinking
Into a sea of thoughts I'm sinking
Words of those long dead
Reverberate inside my head

Who? Why? When? Where? How?
Important then or important now?
He said, we said, she said cry
When the time comes we all die

Overanalysis in my mind
Searching for answers I'll never find
Birds that fly, fish that swim
In this race who will win?

Is a box where you live?
Is it too difficult for us to forgive?
Every night & every day
Life is a game, we must play

Clouds gather, darkness is here
It is the unknown that we fear
As strange as this poem may seem
Ponder it & you'll see what I mean...

2005-02-07T23:37:00.000-08:00

ma dear ROGUES, 040205 : ws gr8 seein u guys again..miz ya!

2005-02-07T06:51:00.000-08:00

hey! noe i haven been updatin for a LONG tym..com's dwn n laggin..wth..nw m feelin kinda lazy to update..but den again..m FORCING maself to..hehe. niwae, alot of stuff has happened..lyk duh! haha. hmm...where shall i begin..?

oh..ma dear teammates aka ROGUES '03-'04 came back last fri..gosh! miz dem dearly..nina, hajarah, annie, nid n jo cme dwn..even fana too..too bad da others werent able to cum.,.but it did felt lyk da ole' gd tyms again..sigh. bt on da dwn side, ma current rogues were SO pressured dt things gt heated up..twas SO intensed dt we cud feel it as we started da gme..aniwaez, we had a LONG team tok..m glad we had da heart-to-heart tok n even shed dose tears..n im sure dt as a result of dt, it'd brin us closer n tighter together..without u guys, life in pj, especially afta i repeated, wud b lifeless..thx for makin me feel at hme..m lookin forward to havin many mo happy fond memories wif u guys..u guys r da dearest..LOVE YA! :8 SISTAS FOREVA!!~ ;)

n oh, stupid SRU ppl stil hassnt gotten a proper venue for da SRU league..ws supposed to be at farrer park..bt apparently, dey cudbt get da field..hw dumb dey cn b ryt? aha. well, mr kwok suggested usin our sch grounds instead..bt we haven received any news frm dem as of lste..hmm..hw lng r we gona wait? tink it shud resume afta da CNY hols..

n tokin abt da CNY hols..guess wt?? ma sch has juz declared tmr a SCHOOL HOLIDAE!! cool ryt?? haha. ws SO happy upon hearin abt it dis mornin durin assembly..! da whole sch ws filled wif cheers n laughter..hehe. so yar..3 daes' worth of hols..nw, m ponderin ova whether to head to sch dis fri onot..haha. hmm..shall see..bt seriously, im too lazy to do so ah..hehe. den at least i'd b able to get a 6-dae holidae instead! cool ryt?

oh..we'd b goin to deb's hse dis CNY..cant wait! hehe. bt den again..abit scary..coz we'd b meetin her WHOLE family for da FIRST tym! hehe. bt den again..cant wait!

n oh, apparently i ored found out da MAIN reason to y me n eme cudnt c mat noor's abs durin da navy carnival..well, eme's fren, khairul actuali told him dt we'd b checkin dem out..so thus, da big shirt durin warm-ups & da "hold-onto-ma-tshirt-tite" routine durin his prize presntation..sigh. wth ryt? hahaha. shall kill khairul for it..! aha..spoil oni..

niwae m dwn wif flu again..damn! da symptoms cme early dis morn..n apparently it has gotten worse..sigh. i hope i wont b sick ova dese CNY hols..dun wana celebrate da new yr wif a stupid flu!! argh! fope da FEBS i ate juz nw wud b of sum gd use..hehe. ;)

2005-01-26T05:15:00.000-08:00

hmm..last sat ws da navy rugby carnival..held at spore navy..had to reach sch by 7 for our bus ride dere..thank god ma dad ws willing to send me to sch..slept late the nite before on hari raya haji..n if i had to go on ma own, i bet i wud b late..haha.

niwae kinda freaked out n ws reluctant to play when i realised all da schs send in deir best teams to play..'cept for us..coz we din wana play against da navy gals..afta the trauma we went thru when we payed modified contact rugby wif dem..haha. saw so many familiar faces..especially dose rm sp n tp..even alifa ws playin..for tp..nt in da end gathered up ma courage n played wif dem..

oh...twas FREAKIN hot dt dae..played thru da dae without sunblock..got sunburns in da end..scraped ma right knee as a result of diving for a try..gt scratched by a gal wif long nails who "touched" me..n 'altho i ws SO lookin forward to seeing Mat Noor wif his 8 packs..he ws so discreet bt it..bummer! he wore his shirt for warm-ups n din tke dem off or wear his singlet lyk he always do..n tho he wore a torn jersey coz he came late for trg, he held onto his jersey tight while he took his prize, as though he knew that we were all waiting to see a glimpse of his new hot bod..haha. DAMN! hehe. n i feel so bad too..for not even sayin hi to him or even acknowledge him..altho we've chatted before..juz felt weird lah..n plus, tink eme's dear fren, khairul told him abt eme wantin to see his bod or sth or her swoonin ova him when we heard bt his packs..bt m nt sure if he mentioned me too..bt yar..its juz weird! maybe dts y he held onto his shirt tight, nt wantin to reveal as much skin..sigh. haha.

n oh, im down wif flu nw..anoda bummer..i hve a ferakin chem test tmr n i dun even feel da least prepared for it..AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!!!!! m in a limbo nw..sigh. tink i beta go off nw..wish me luck.. ;p

2005-01-16T01:40:00.000-08:00

whEn A girL teArs...

If a gal cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take
it anymore.

A gal won't cry easily,
except in front of the person who she love the
most,
she becomes weak.
A gal won't cry easily,
only when she love you the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gal cried bcoz of you,
please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you for the rest
of
your life.

Guys, if a gal cried bcoz of you,
please don't give her up,
maybe bcoz of your decision,
you ruin her life.

To my friends...
Don't do this to a gal,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
she's the only one that love you the most..

2005-01-12T06:03:00.000-08:00

hey..im SO shagged!! haven felt dis tired afta trg for a LONG while..hehe. hmm..fana has finally quit touch..been anticipatin it..bt din tink dt da dae wud cum by so soon..trgs without u r gona b diff gal..m gona miz dt..bt thankfully, i stil hve ma daily trips to sch in da morning wif ya..hehe.

hmm..life's pretty much borin..n monotonous..haha. da Indo-Spore Tiger Cup Finals r dis sun..reali wana go for it..bt den again..Platform 5 nxt sat..wana go for dt too..haha. guess ive to decide btw da 2..coz if nt tink i'd pretty much b broke nxt wk! hehe.

n oh, m tinkin of takin up hip hop dance classes..anione up for it?? haha. noe it isnt reali a gd tym to tke up xtra classes..bt den again..i juz wana find anoda source of relaxation n fun for me to stray away frm ma studies for a little while..hehe. as i noe dis yr's gona b much of a borin n strainin yr..wif all da tests n pile of work..hmm...bummer! haha. i hope n pray i'd b able to get thru dis yr wif with at leats a little fun n ease..nt lyk last yr when i ws back in yr 2..strugglin to undastan ma sciences n all..n constantly rushin to do ma work...n stayin up late too..uhuh..ive learnt ma lesson! ;p

bored..hey! amazin race has started..gtg! cya! =)

2005-01-10T06:02:00.000-08:00

ma life's been goin pretty much KE-RAA-ZY lately!!! things happened which SHUD'NT hve ova da wkends to ma dear cuz who gt married ova da wkend..shant elaborate tho as it's SO sad to think dt such sth unfortunate lyk dt cn happen to nice ppl lyk dem...especially ma dear aunt n uncle..bt despite da setback, we stil continued wif da funtion..well, i juz hope dt whoeva da culprit is, he or she shall burn in hell and face da retribution dt dey truly deserve..may da fleas of a thousand monkeys live of dem..! GOD is almighty..n i noe dey will never ever get away wif deir ruthless act..

things oso happen btw ma dear aunt mariea n rama..till i din receive da news dt our meetin ws cancelled..went to twn to mit up wif her n found dt da shop ws close..n i cudnt even contact her..as she switched off her hp..sadly, had to hang ard twn alone..went to kino n stuff..den headed hme..oni to find dt i left ma hme keys in da car n dt ma parents weren't hme yet..called ibu atik to find dt no one ws hme..ma parents den told me to head back to tampines..as i approached braddell, i managed to contact fazli n den headed back to bishan to chill at ibu atik's wif him as i waited for ma parents to fetch me..thank god he gt hme in tym..n dt i hadn't gone far yet..

hahaha. SO mama drama ryt??! hehe. nw..i look lyk a panda..thx to da late nights ive been havin ova da wkend..plus dose ova last wk too..haha. tink i beta sleep early 2nyt!! hmm..dts wt i say evrydae tho..haha. bt sumhw, i'd always seem to find sumting else dt wud keep me awake..or dt i juz cant seem to sleep..i hope i dun hve insomnia tho..haha.

marcel has left for indo 2dae..she wud b gone for abt a mth or two..m gona miz her..cant wait till she returns..

sch work's been piling up..sigh. it seems i wont b havin much of a lyf dis yr..haha. beta get used to it i guess..hehe. well gtg..outta tings to write..actualli its mo of due to lazuness..bt waddaheck! haha. ciao! amigos! adieu!~

2005-01-06T05:46:00.000-08:00

*You may not realize it, but it's 100% true... *

1. There are at least two people in this world
that
you would die for.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in
some
way.

3. The main reason anyone would ever hate
you is
because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to
anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you
before
they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. You are special and unique.

8. Someone that you don't even know exists,
loves
you.

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever,
something good comes from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its
back
on you, take a look.

11. Always remember the compliments you
received. Forget about the rude remarks.

REMEMBER: "When life hands you lemons,
ask
for tequila and salt"

2005-01-05T04:56:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!!~ ive a spliitin headache..duno y..bt ive been havin one for da past few daes..hmm..prob ma brain's juz overwhelmed ny da amt of sch work ive to do..! as it's stil in a holidae zone...haha. hmm..gota mke sure dis stops by nxt wk..sigh. hmm..its lyk deja vu all ova again..n its pretty scary..bt oh well..i gota believe in maself n nt let maself dwn..yup.

had rugby trg 2dae afta abt a month's break i tink..haha. twas bad! as in ma playin sucked! plus ma stamina too! never felt so sucky before..hmm..gota do sth abt it! run before or afta sch or sth..gota find a running partner quick..! haha. before i end up bcumin fat n havin to go for TAF..no offence tho to da ppl who do..bt i juz dun wish to bcum fat..end of story.. ;p

n oh, i beta sleep early 2dae..haven been gettin enuf slp for da past 2 daes..maybe dts y ive been havin ma headaches n haven been able to concentrate well in sch..maybe..well its 2115h nw..n i stil hve ma math worksheet to do..guess i betas leave..till den..toodles!~

2005-01-01T09:39:00.000-08:00

Hmm…recollections of the yr 2004...well, this truly have been an enlightening yr for me…both good n bad. have truly learned a lot on this journey...not only about myself but also the true picture of life out there without the safe haven that ma parents have provided for me over the years...the hypocrisies of life..thot I was already matured enuf…bt yet, I learnt that I was still naïve about some matters of life..especially on friendship..

Although it’s painful and I’d never thought I wud go though such an experience..i’ve truly learnt who my real friends are..who really understood me and stood by me whenever I needed sumone..sumone to talk to and confide in and even a shoulder to cry on…hmm…over the years, I’ve always thought about others first and also, about what and how they think..this might seem a little selfish on my part..but I guess I can’t please everyone..and if whatever I do to try n safe the friendship fails n isn’t acknowledged..i guess I’d just have to move on..and realize that things happen for a reason..everything does..one should always view an obstacle as a learning experience instead of a hindrance..and perhaps, learn something from it..well, I know I have..

To all ma friends..i truly am thankful to have met you guys and have you all in my life..no words would be able to capture how truly blessed I feel and how thankful I am of you guys to make me a part of yours too..

Ma dear juwaini..gosh! we went through SO much together..n I’m stil glad that our friendship manage to overcome all obstacles..the distance between us..n da lack of tym we have for one anoda..thanks for everything gal! N I pray that our friendship would be an everlasting one..and that you would always be part of ma life..hey pretty gal! Do teach dt sis of ur boyfriend’s properly k..! ;p

Ma dear farah..oh! ure SO lucky to hve a dear bf lyk han! Hahaha. Even ma aunt says so..she’s such a sweetie..n ask him if it’d be orite for him to be ma aunt’s godbro..haha! ma patient fren..who seems to ALWAYS end up waitin hours for me when we meet up..m SO sorry gal..its nt lyk I do dat on purpose..bt I guess it has bcum a habit of mine..i promise to come early da nxt tym we do meet up k..I PROMISE!!! haha. n i noe u hve ur AFFINAs nw..but i hope u wont forget me..haha. may our frenship be a long-lastin one..

"You..doin that thing you do.."....hahaha. nw evrytym i hear dt sng, i'd always hear us singin at da top of our lugs in ma head..hahaha. nt lyk as if we had idol-quality voices..bt our singin sessions r always memorable ones..haha. ma rogues...our times together are always filled wif fun n laughter..life without ma '03 rogues wud simply be dull n lifeless..im SO gona miss u guys..wtever happens i hope our paths wud meet again..gd luck for ur A level results nxt yr..all da bez in ur future endeavours..n KEEP IN TOUCH! luv ya all..ROGUES WHOOSH!!! ;p

ppl of 04S22!! i shall be seein u guys soon..mo lyk tmr!!! argh!! a side of me is glad to see u guys again bt da otha side doesnt wana return to da monotonous streesful sch life..bt den again..i cant wait to c u guys again..especially ma dear gals : aisha, deb, ju n zahiah..we were supposed to go out 2geda..bt to no avail..haha. bt nvm..haha. we are all busy ppl..dts y..haha. n i cant wait to meet our new teachers..! hope dey wud b gd...

hmm..lastly, to ma family..thanks for always being there for me..and supporting me in whatever i wish to do..noe dis has been a trying year for you guys especially afta ma common test..bt thanks again for being ma pillar of strength when i juz felt lyk wanting to give up n nt juz face da truth..i love ya!

sigh. its gettin pretty late..its 0214h nw..gtg nw..later! ;p

2004-12-31T09:48:00.000-08:00

THINGS GUYS SHUD NOE ABT GIRLS:

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their
house...they run around in their underwear just
like
we do.

2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof,
but
girls tell each other everything about
everything.
Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be
mud.

3.Don't ever do anything wrong (well not
anything).
girls remember things for life and anything you
did
wrong will be used against you in the future.

4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're
beautiful.

5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If
they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.

6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.

7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to.
If
they're going out with you in the first place, it's
because they like being in your arms.

8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your
friends that you did,
-- 8.5. If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your
friends that you did.

9. You can be dirty minded in private,
really...most
of them are not offended by it...

10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them
can
eat like whales.

11. Most of them don't mind paying half of
everything,
but they do discuss these things with their
friends.
Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half
all
the time, everyone will know about it and your
friends
will know you're a pussy.

--11.5. Do you honestly need all your money
that
much?
Be a man, pay all the time!

12. Every girl should eventually get three
things
from
her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his
sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's
not a serious relationship.

13. Make sure she gets home safely as often
as
you
can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the
door.
If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure
she's
home safely.

14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to
kick the crap out of him.

15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours,
pull your girlfriend closer.

16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a
joking way. Even if she swats you first, and
says,
"Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never
make
any
gestures back.

17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She
doesn't
care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters
that
you went.

18. You're dead meat if you can't get along
with
their
pets, parents and best friends. Be prince
charming to
their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and
make
sure to be nice to their animals.

19. Don't flirt with their moms or friends...that's
just freaky.

20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not
gross,
and
it really does make them feel like crap, so be
understanding.

21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.

22. If you're officially dating, and you're
introducing her to your friends, you'd better
damn
well introduce her as your girlfriend.

23. Don't stress where you go for every date.
They
really only want to be with you.

24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it
for
them without being asked.

25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play
fighting/wrestling, be gentle.

26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her
birthday
and you're basically screwed for life.

27. Don't give her something stupid for her
birthday
or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't
have to
be
expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry
is
always nice.

28. If you think the relationship isn't going to
last,
don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if
you draw it out.

29. After you've been dating for a while, realize
that
they really have started to trust you. When you
have a
girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot
more
responsibility, privilege and control. Be careful
with it, most guys would kill for
that kind of power, but it can be lost in a
nanosecond.

30. Bein e new age sensitive guy dont werk fer
all
gerls. Tho they tink ey prefer it, they actually do
get
attracted to a chauvinist

2004-12-30T08:27:00.000-08:00

woohoo! its finally ma birthday!!! hahaha. n im finally 18!!! hehe. hmm...ma mom bought me dis butterfly thingy wich u cn hang at ur door..wich ive been lookin for..hehe. THX MOM!! ma 1st bdae present..! n its frm ma dearest mom..love ya! ;p

n i cant wait to meet ma dear marcel n rhino tmr..! too bad nisa cant mke it..coz she has ored made plans wif her dear taufik at sentosa..hahaha. haven seen dem in ages!! hmm..lookin forward to our gals' dae out tmr..

hmm...sch starts officially in 3 daes' tym..ive mixed feelings ova it..its lyk deja vu all ova again..bt hey! cant wait to c ma klasmates, especially ma dear gals again..haven seen dem in awhile..ws supposed to hang out 2geda durin da hols bt to no avail..haha. wonder who's gona teach us nxt yr...all new teachers..hope dey wud b gd..

ooh...rugby chalet ws 3 daes ago..at costa sands pasir ris..twas whacked! me, fana, nina n za kept on eatin..lyk nobody's business..hahaha. 1st twas da chickens..den da stingray..n da cuttlefish..we kept on eatin n eatin..n dey kept on feedin me..bt twas gr8! haha. went ghost-huntin too..yup. stuff happened bt shant go in2 details abt it..bt overall, i'd a great tym..twas a memorable one..especially wif da guys constantly composing songs..dt were hilarious bt catchy..nw i cant help but dey keep on playin in ma mind.."Love..is a wonderful emotion..." and the "lalala" song...hahaha. dey even specially composed a song entitled "Who peed n din flush da toilet?" when i asked dem lykwise..haha. NUTS!

well, before i end dis entry..i juz wana wish everyone a "HAPPY NEW YEAR!!"..may u guys hve a gr8 yr ahead..all da bez in ur future endeavours..! ;p

2004-12-11T13:39:00.000-08:00

da dae which started off pretty badly turn out to be a pretty great dae in da end..ws supposed to meet up wif aunt mariea at far east at 1..bt coz twas rainin pretty heavily, we were stuck in traffic for abt n hr!!! wt ws supposed to be a half an hr bus ride instead took me abt 2h to get dere..wth! i ws so damn fidgety n edgy in da bus..thank god i brought ma earpiece along wif me..

had lunch at sakura..wif a full-blast course plus the company of the attention-seekin Mr. Chan (aka Rama), who kept on preachin on gangsterhood..haha. bumped into khadi n her bf dere..think she muz hve tot dt he ws nuts or sth..haha. bt seriously, its juz a hobby of his to do lykwise..hehe.

due to a miscommunication, met up wif farah at clarke quay NEL alone..had to go thru a horde of M&Ms on ma wae dere as dey too were headin for da sg hiphop fest..waited for han..den we went to hve lunch as da doors were stil closed as da event ws pastponed coz of da bad weather..chilled at coffee bean n later went in..had a great tym dere despite sum bored moments as da crowd wasn't dat happenin at tyms..the performances were gr8..met wirza n her frens n kak yana dere..shabz, zaf, nadia n hafiz too..skipped taufik's performance n went to hooters afta dt for a fillin dinner wif ma aunt, sis, rama n fii..n well, headed hme afta dt..ahakz.

i duno y..bt ive a bad feelin dt dis is kinda a lame entry..bt wad da heck..im juz feelin freakin lazy ryt nw..bt contradictingly, i, too, wana update dis pathetic blog of mine..haha. fickled-minded me..well, gota go n get ma beauty slp nw..coz its 5am oredi!!! haha. ait den..lyk wt rama always sae..keep it gangsta! ;p

2004-12-04T23:29:00.000-08:00

HERES ARE A FEW REASONS WHY GUYS LIKE GALS:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worthwhile

8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight

15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore”…

* hate them,
wish they would die
or
know that you would die without them ...
it matters not.
Because once in your life,
whatever they were to the world,
they become everything to you.
When you look them in the eyes,
traveling to the depths of their souls
and you say a million things,
without a trace of a sound,
you know that your own life
is inevitable consumed.
within the rhythmic beatings
of her very heart,
We love them for a million reasons.
No paper would do it justice.
It is a thing not of the mind,
but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.

~SO IS ALL DIS TRUE GUYS?? HAHAHA. ;P~

2004-12-03T06:04:00.001-08:00

heyhey!!! noe i haven been updatin for a LONG tym..so sori..hehe. ma com's infected n its been givin me LOTSA problem..damn it! i duno hw..bt i guess its ma lucky dae 2dae dt i managed to get to da blooger website..hahaha. so..yup..nth much to sae otha dt ive juz been busy goin jln raya..hahaha. went jln raya for 3 daes in a row last wk..den anoda on sundae..n anoda one juz dis recent wed..n i stil haven gone out jln raya w/ma sec sch n pri sch frens..when hari raya's gona end pretty soon! hahaha. hmm..feelin dead tired ryt nw..m so sori bt im REALLY nt in a mood to write an entry nw..hehe. niwae to evryone.."HAPPY HOLIDAES!!!"..n to ma frens who took deir re-exams n r anticipatin deir results nw.."All da bez! n do tell me wt u get ait?" ;p ait den..later!

2004-11-15T20:01:00.000-08:00

hey dere!! haven updated u in a LONG while..coz ma damn com's infected..ARGH!!! hahaha. well, m in da sch library nw..buyin tym til ma 3h-chem tutorial starts! hah! i cant even imagine dt im in sch rite nw..on da 3rd dae of hari raya sumo..sheesh!

niwae, juz wana tke dis opportunity to wish all ma muslim frens a happy "SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!"...do forgive me if ive done any wrongdoings towards u guys or hve hurt ur feelings in one wae or anoda yar.. ;p

hmm..touch com tmr..ARGH!!!! hahaha. i duno y..bt i aint feelin any pressure rite nw..da feeling's SO different..its as tho its juz any frendly..bt hey! tink da jitters wud onli cum to me once i step in2 yck stadium tmr..hehe. well, gota remind maself to keep ma cool durin da gme..hmm..yar..wish me luck!!

n oh!! NEWSFLASH!!! hehe. i juz cut ma hair!! hehe.m sori eme..i noe i promised nt to do so..i wasnt plannnin to do so either..bt due to certain circumstances, i ws forced to mke da decision..haha. too long n merepek a detail for me to include it herre..haha. so shall tell u guys abt it when i do meet up wif u all..hehe.

well, gtg..cya soon..i hope..til den..SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!...n oh..HAPPY HOLIDAES!!!

2004-11-05T05:54:00.000-08:00

argh!!!! y muz dey vote leandra out??? y nt daphne?? da act-cute gal?? she cant sing compared to leandra..its SO true wt kumar said..when he came ova to our sch da otha dae..dt leandra cant win 'tho she cn sing..coz of da kinda community we hve herre i spore..hmph!

oli ws so sweet..she cried..well of course she wud..leandra, taufik, chrissy-poo n her were close buds..sigh. nw its dwn two da two of dem..i realli hope dey wud end up as da last two..

went to collect ma result slip todae..went to deb's place to get her wallet afta dt as she forgot bt it..went to IMM afta dt wif deb n aisha..in the end, deb n aisha did grocery shoppin..while i watch dem..feelin all contented dt i manage to but ma caramel corn dt ive been cravin for..hahaha.

2004-11-04T06:12:00.001-08:00

stayed awake afta i "sahur"-ed todae..wich ws SO unlike me..ws entertained by da likes of daniel ong & grace chua..n deir special guest, chrissy-poo! hahaha. afta listenin to him, i find dt he's a reali a nice guy afta all..& dt all his sweetness wasn't juz a put-up..he even placed his jacket over grace afta he saw dt she ws feelin cold..hw sweet cn one be..haha. u can't find dt kinda guys often nowadays..

ws greeted wif da news dt kerry lost!! argh!!! hahaha. i ws SO lookin forward to seein US finally havin a Democrat for president..as i ws anticipatin da changes dt wud tke place due to da changeova..bt i guess it wasn't meant to be..felt cheated by ALL da pre-election votes..as dey all quoted dt kerry had a high chance to win..blame it all on da SYSTEM!! dey dun count all da voted as a country but 'stead, as a state..on hw many states dey each have the majority of the votes..hmm..i tink if twas otherwise. im sure kerry wud win..bt waddaheck..i cant imagine im rantin ova it..wts mo, its ova POLITICS!! haha. well..deres always a first for sth..haha. ;)

hmm..listenin to da radio in da mornin ws worth it as i gt to listen to da world premier of the mashed-up special of "Numb/Encore" by Linkin Park & Jay-Z...hve heard abt it on MTV bt haven't heard da sng yet..so i ws thrilled upon hearin it! twas REALLY nice..!! twas great!!! twas sth SO unique..sth lyk da Aerosmith-Run DMC sng.."Walk This Way"..im SO gona get da new Linkin Park album..!

niwae, lyk i said, chrissy-poo ws on da show of mornin madness..n dey were givin away 10 pairs of tix to todae's spore idol..n i SO wanted da tix dt i sent da ans a number of tyms tho twas 30 cents each..i even prayed to God, askin him to help me win..! hahaha. bt sadly, i din get dem..yar.. :( i guess it juz wasn't meant to be..nw i wonder if dere r otha wae to get da tix n watch spore idol live..it's nt lyk im a fanatic of it or sth..bt it'd b SO much beta to watch live rather den at hme..seriously! went to a live recordin of "Tonight With Gurmit" once..when Joey McIntyre ws deir guest..it's SO much nicer..haha.

2004-11-04T06:12:00.000-08:00

sigh. anoda dae spent cleanin ma rm..

hmm...i tink i beta get dis straight..before u guys start to think dt ma rm is dis total dump..hahaha. well, it realli isnt..haha. im nt tryin to cover up or anitin..bt wt ive been tryin to do since yest ws to clear up ma notes, wich seemed to be EVERYWHERE! hahaha. n besiacally, juz file dem accordingly..so dat it'd be easier for me to loo for for future usage..so dats y..its takin me a LONG tym to get it done..plus, ma constant TV, readin or net breaks..hahaha. u shud undastan y nw..hehe.

ma "dear" mum's sick..n well, coz of dt, she's cranky n unreasonable! n i dun freakin undastan wt has not wanting to drink milo for break-fast got to do wif ma siblings' behaviour??? cn sumone PLEASE show me da link?? coz im TOTALLY clueless!! of course, i gt all pissed off n said dt wt she said ws utter bullshit..n as a result, gt a scoldin..yeah..wth!

hmm..nid ws thinkin of holdin a team dinner dis fridae..da last tym we planned it, it din turn out well n ws cancelled in da end..twas prob coz twas planned last min..bt aniwaez, i really hope dt it'd happen dis fridae..missed dem..hehe. bt hey! i cant possibly disturb dem or bug dem to if dey dun wana..as dey r busy muggin for deir As..bt stil, dey DO need a break..so i hope dey see dis as an opportunity to do so..haha. well, i guess all i cn do rite nw is juz cross ma fingers n hope for da best.. ;)

erm..tomorow's da last of ma 3-dae break..thank god! i cant stay at hme any longer! hahaha. its not lyk i cant go out or nitin..bt its juz dt hw m i supposed to when im nt even done wif cleanin up ma rm?? hari raya's comin in 11 daes' tym..n lyk wt ma mum's been naggin abt.."da hse doesn't even look lyk it's all set for da festive season.." well, wt she meant specifically ws MA ROOM! hahaha. bt its true..haha. SERIOUSLY, i duno y bt im SO nt into da festive mood dis yr..hmm..bt da tot of gettin sum cash durin da visitation is pretty much a TURN-ON! hehe.

2004-11-04T06:11:00.000-08:00

todae's da 1st of 3 daes dt i dun hafta attend sch..as its OP week..i juz hafta return on fri at 1100h to coolect ma results..afta dt, its HOLIDAE!! hahaha. erm..woke up at 3pm todae..hehe. (aint i a pig? ;p ) did pretty much nth..gt nagged at by ma mum for not helpin out wif da household chores..FINALLY started cleanin ma rm..hahaha. bt it stil aint done yet tho..y'noe me..hw slow n tediously i do ma stuff..hehe. had a GREAT spread for break-fast todae..ma mum cooked dis Indian rice thingy..sori i cant rememba da nme..well, i guess dt ws basically ma dae..hehe. hmm...da American election wud b goin on tonite..i really hope Kerry wud win..dun ask me y..haha. bt i bet it'd b a VERY close fight! hmm...GO KERRY!!!! hahaha. ;)

2004-11-04T05:59:00.000-08:00

the class sending our dear GP teacher, Mr. Samuel, off to London..

2004-11-01T07:21:00.000-08:00

whoa!!!!! im lyk SO happy todae!! gt back our promo results todae..ws initially feelin numb about it..n ws kinda freaked out ova dt..hahaha.

bt well..yup..da moment i gt all ma results, i juz felt relieved..dat i managed to pass all ma Alevel subjects..its ma 1st..so you wont know hw happy i m! hahaha. plus da fact dt i did pretty well ws really an icing on da cake..well, i guess it is REALLY true dt hard work DOES pay off..hehe. well, da tot of nt promotin has been runnin thru ma mind eva since i completed ma promos as i realised the HUGE risk dt i had put maself into as a result of self-retainin maself in da middle of da yr..bt i dun regret anitin..as by doin so, ive met mo ppl n definitely made mo frens..

bt sigh..m gona miz ma klas..SERIOUSLY, dey have been a great bunch of peeps..funny, lame, outgoing..yup. alot of dem are stil decidin btw goin to poly or stayin on..n i duno y..bt ive a gut feelin dt it is gona happen lykwise..n dt ma klas is gona b seperated as a result nxt yr..bt i reali hope not..yup. n well, u can't change anione's mind if dey have ored made deir mind up abt deir future..so yar..wteva ur decisions r..i'm gona miz u guys..n well, gd luck in ur future endeavours..to dose who are retakin ur exams, i wish you guys all da bez! study hard..n we'll b reunited again.. ;) to khairul..gosh! whether u decide to retain or instead head ova to a poly..i hate to sae dis..haha. as i noe ure head wud go BIG as a result..hehe. i'm gona miz ur irritatin, lame and funny antics..da klas is gona be DAMN quiet without u..nw ive no one in da klas to pinch n smack..sigh. hahaha. m gona miz u lots bugger!! hahaha.

well, to all ma frens who'd b havin deir PW oral presentation dese wk : break a leg! to ma buds who are takin deir As : gd luck peeps! all da bez!! n ma dear klasmates : cya on our klas outin..!

2004-11-01T07:13:00.000-08:00

A 'LIL SUMTING GALS SHUD NOE..N PERHAPS DA GUYS TOO..HEHE. ;P

When he puts his hands around your waist, lay your
head back on his shoulder and put your arms on his.

When he whispers in your ear, giggle and he'll think
he's funny.

Whenever he tries to kiss you, don't just let him,
kiss him back.

When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're
cold and he will automatically move closer to you. (if
he's stupid then he'll either say "me too" or he'll give you his jacket)

If he kisses the tip of your nose, it means he wants
to kiss.

During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt
your head on his shoulder and he might lift your chin up
and kiss you lightly.

When he tells you he loves you, look deep into his
eyes, give him a peck on the lips, and tell him you
love him too.

When you're both laying under the stars, put your
head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to
his steady heart beat and then he will whisper in
your ear and link his hands with yours.

--PRETTY INTERESTIN HUH? ;)

2004-11-01T06:13:00.000-08:00

hey!! finally went to geylang todae wif ma mum, sis & bro afta i tink abt a yr ored..kinda missed da place as dt used to be (accordin to ma sis) ma "hangout" as ma sec sch ws ard dere..bapa din cum along as he went to kl wif tuk ahmad & tuk basri..

hmm..twas crowded..as expected..thank god bapa din cum along..or he'd b naggin..n wantin to rush off to leave..bt sumhw, despite all da heat n da huge crowd, we'd alot of fun..bought maself the slippers dt ive been wantin to get at a bargain price!! n oso, i boght maself a complete set of traditional indian jewellery..frm da necklace to the earrings n da bangles..! m SO happy!! hahaha. finally got dem..juz probably hafta get maself an anklet..den it'd be TOTALLY complete! altho it aint dt impt actuali..hehe.

niwaez, bumped in to hazwan (well actuali, he saw me..bt i din..hehe), harun n shahril..yup..wt a dae! hehe. n den dere ws dis funny guy..all dressed up in baju kurung, complete wif his samping n keris..lookin lyk a Hang Tuah..promotin his baju kurung wif da loudhailer while sittin on da chair..singin n tokin away..pretty hilarious!! hahaha. n i realised dt he's been doin it ova a period od tym coz i read abt him in lydia's blog too! hahaha. funny bt dedicated...wich is pretty impressive! hehe.

bought ahmad's baju kurung n songkok..yup..dt was pretty much our main aim for da trip..walked ard n all..bumped into a couple of relatives too..hmm..walked ard til 12! wich is lyk whoa! hahaha. bt we'd a great tym, lyk i said earlier..it ws pretty much a gal's nite out..hehe. yup.

hmm...m plannin to go dere again wif ma mum again sumtym nxt thur..planin to get a nice bag dt i saw..if i cn..hehe. cant wait to go ova wif ma frens too..argh!!! i duno y..bt im lyk So not affected by da fact dt da results wud b out in 2 daes' tym..its pretty scary at hw laid back i feel..bt i guess im probably lykwise as im tryin nt to tink abt da negative thoughts instead..yup. so i guess..wish me luck yar.. ;) toodles!~

2004-10-29T05:15:00.000-07:00

all you need to know about the sweeter sex...tke note guys!!

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't
crying, it means she's crying in her heart.

2. When she ignores you after you've done
something wrong, it's best to give her some
time to cool down before touching her heart
with an apology.

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the
guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for
her to 'get over him' after the relationship's
over.)

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on
her mind every minute of the day, even though
she flirts with other guys.

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares
deep into her eyes, she will melt.

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but
usually is not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very
often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes
her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go
easy on the smiles and stare ok?

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break
it to her gently.

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject
her, leave her alone for a while. If you still
treat her as a friend, talk to her.

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel.
Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways
of
expressing themselves (which explains why
most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in
anyway.

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the
first time, the girl may act uninterested during
the call. But as soon as the phone is back on
the hook, she will whoop with joy and
immediately start telephoning her friends to
spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her
first. Let her get to know you.

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you
because she has to study, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call
from
you, stay.

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her.

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great
reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll
wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl,
read romance stories.

22. When class pictures come out, a girl
would
first check who is standing next to her crush
before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her
memory, but the guy she loves now stays in
her heart.

24. Girls love having fun!

25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day.

26. A girl's best friends usually know best
what
she is feeling and going through.

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to
them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend.

28. Love means devotion, caring and
happiness
to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care
about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who
will
love and care for them.

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

2004-10-27T07:06:00.000-07:00

juz gt hme..da guys had a gme 2dae wif jurong sec in which dey won..well done guys! hahaha. had trg at 1330h todae..started early coz of da guy's match..sigh. quite a number din turn up tho..wt a bummer..sigh. M1 Touch Inter-Sch is on Nov 19 lah!! we've oni abt 2 wks left minus the Hari Raya daes dt we cant train on as Hari Raya falls on Nov 15! hmm..well, i guess we'd juz go in n c hw lah..cant expect n do anitin much..ppl arent trg coz dey r sick n sum arent even comin for trg..n plus, dey've PW too..so i duno ah..i'd need the WHOLE team to sacrifice n work together if we were gona mke miracles happen..bt i guess we'd juz hafta mke do wif whoeva who turns up..yup. sigh.

n oh, ma dear CT finally cracked a joke wif da class todae..guess his PMS season's finally ova..! hahaha. gosh! i STIL cant believe dt he actually sulked wif da classs wif 2 WHOLE WEEKS!!!

2004-10-27T07:02:00.000-07:00

before u hear it frm sumone else, i'd rather u hear it frm me myself 'stead..hahaha. made to promise to declare dis on ma blog by za n adi..hmm..well, herre it goes..I FELL AGAIN!!!! hahaha.

well, ws on ma wae hme wif deb, za, john n adi..ws reali shagged n tired..n ws alightin da bus at da interchange..well, deres dis gap btw da bus n da platform..duno y at dt pt of tym 'tho i do lykwise evrydae dt the gap ws shallow n dt i cud juz den tke anoda small step up to da platform..so, i placed one foot thru the gap n judgin the depth of the gap wrongly, i took a small step up n as a result, fell on ma hands n kinda slide ova a distance..hahaha. deb even said dt ma fall looked graceful..! hahaha. bt surprisingly, 'tho ms jasima, ma chem teach, ws beside me when it happened..i didn't even felt embarrassed ova it ah..wich is quite an achiement! hahaha. otha den the giggles n laughter dt followed ma fall tho..hehe.

hmmm...did nth much 2dae..as da yr 1s r all busy wif deir PW..as da OP is nxt wk..so im basically kinda lyk slackin in sch..n havin LONG free periods ah..wt a bummer it cn be sumtyms..

2004-10-27T07:00:00.000-07:00

what a dae i'd todae!!! hmm..altho da guys predicted dt i'd b doin dis n ws actually mockin me
typin into ma blog, i'd juz ignore deir antics n juz do so..hehe. well, i'd a rugby league clinic todae held by the British Police Rugby League team..had a great tym 'tho twas tiring..n plus as i ws fastin, twas worse of for me..even suffered cramps for a while as we didn't do proper stretchin n oni played modified contact as warm-ups..watched dem play the gme, which is diff frm contact rugby played by rugby unions..its similar to a touch gme bt manpower for each team is more n the whole field is used instead..

n well..u shud noe me well..did ma fair share of cutie-watchin..tho dere wasnt much to look at as dey were older den us..bt of course, me n jacinta managed to spot one..hahaha. well, his nme's Eugene n he's black n he has a hot bod to boot! hahaha. u shud check out his packs when he changed into a pair of dry jersey..hehe.

well, while dey were playin, i kinda poited him out to da gals n..yar..as expected, i got disturbed evrytym he ran by..hahaha. cn u imagine dis scenario : ma nme bein called out evrytym he runs by..?? its lyk SO obvious!!! hahaha. n obviously, da guys noticed it n joined in to disturb me further..hahaha. n coincidentally, juz as he ws substituted, the Spore Rugby League president motioned us to plae ourselves among the BPRL guys to interact wif dem..n so, dey tot it'd b a great chance for me to tok to him..hahaha. managed to avoid it by runnin away n sittin at da grandstand wif val..hahaha.

bt wt happened next ws SO unpredictable..yin han went up to eugene, while everyone else ws busy takin pics n auographs frm dem, n specifically told him dt "a gal wants to tke a picture wif u.." so he put dwn his bag n asked who..n so, he brought him to where i ws..dis i TOTALLY didn't expect n ws totally kept off-guard..so, made paiseh n all, as he ws waitin for me to tke a pic wif him, i did it..hahaha. n c'mon guys! u cant expect me to tke a pic wif him wif ma hands by ma sides while his hands were ard ma waist rite?? it wasnt on purpose k! hahaha. n well, altho twas embarrassin n all, i guessed ive to thank yin han for at least havin sth to rememba da clinic by..hehehe.

bt the icing on da cake came when mark HAD to tell me afta we showered n all dt he told eugene dt i actualli had a little crush on him!!! argh!!! hahaha. i wonder hw he muz hve felt or even, his team mates..as dey were lyk watchin n smilin at da sides while we took da pic ah..hahaha.

had team dinner afta dat at al-ameens opp beauty world..hmm..ma first wif dis current team..twas nice..basically had a great n memorable dae todae..hopefully, it wont b da last..

sigh. nw im lyk TOO lazy to go to sch tmr..bt i guess i juz HAFTA mke maself to..coz i cant b bothered to go to da docs n waste money juz to get an MC..sigh. the troubles ive to go thru if i wana skip sch..juz coz ive a strict n unreasonable CT, whose been sulkin wif da class for 2 WEEKS ored!! crazy rite?? altho he's an OLD man, he acts lyk a kid..! well actually to be precise, a women dts havin PMS ah!!! NUTS! hahaha.

2004-10-23T22:30:00.000-07:00

argh! i REALLY duno hw a single cravin for a kuih cud brin back SO many fond memories..haha. well, basically, i ws cravin for "kuih jongkong"..n well, ma mom bought one for me..n sori2sae dis, bt twas BAD!! n as i ws tryin to consume it, i recalled the "kuih jongkongs" ma late granaunt used2mke..dey were da bez!! im serious!! up til nw, i stil can't find anyone else's "kuih jongkong" dt cn live up to her's..even ma mom's aint gd enuf..hmm...n she used to mke da bez "pisang nagasari" too..! sigh. i miz her..she ws reali a nice n patient lady..n i cn stil rememba da dae when she 1st babysat me n ma sis..n as ma sis wanted ma mom, she kept on cryin til she shat on her couch..n she din even utter a single ting..n plus, i kept on callin ma mom at her office as i'd trouble conveyin to her in mly..hahaha. for instance, i wanted a sunny side-up egg..n i din noe wt twas called..so i kept on sayin sunny side-up..n den started describin it..n well she made me one bt the yolk ws cooked n i lyk mine half cooked..when it's still in liquified form..well i used to be DAMN fussy when i ws younger..dun eat the one wif the solidifies yolk..hehe. so yup, called ma mom to explain to her wt i REALI wanted..n she even made me anoda one!!! n din even utter a single word..cn u c hw patient she is?? hahaha. hmm...

n tinkin back bt her, i recalled da memories i'd wif ma late maternal granma too..'tho she cn b a nag sumtyms, she's a gr8 n funny lady too..coz as me n ma cuz who used to stay wif her moz of da tyms when we were younger, mostly conversed i english..she even tried her hands at english..n she ws juz lyk dt character in "bujang lapok" sumtyms, where dt lady went "Annie, go n play" while tiltin her head n puttin her hands together, showin the actions for sleepin..when she REALLY meant to ask the gal to go n slp...! hahaha. sigh. i REALLY missed her..n her "kuah celok"...hehe. missed visitin her n knowin wheneva i head dere, deres always sth nice to eat..sigh

its times lyk dis..when u've lost dem, dt u learn to cherish ur family members..n nt tke dem for granted..sigh.

~ I MISS YOU ALL!! R.I.P. ~

2004-10-21T06:16:00.000-07:00

HEY PEEPS!! A 'LIL STH FOR DA GUYS TO PONDER ON..SO DAT U CAN AVOID ANY FUTURE ARGUMENTS..AND FOR MA GALS TO LAUGH AT..hehe. HAPPY READIN GUYS!! ;P

TERMS WOMEN OFTEN USE:

"FINE"

This is the word women use to end an argument
when they are right and you need to shut up.

"FIVE MINUTES"

If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five
minutes is only five minutes if you have just been
given 5 more minutes to watch the game before
helping around the house.

"NOTHING"

This is the calm before the storm. This
means "something," and you should be on your
toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually
end in "Fine"

"GO AHEAD"

This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.

"LOUD SIGH"

This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal
statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud
Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and
wonders why she is wasting her time standing
here and arguing with you over "Nothing"

"THAT'S OKAY"

This is one of the most dangerous statements that
a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay"
means that she wants to think long and hard
before deciding how and when you will pay for
your mistake.

"THANKS"

A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or
faint. Just say you're welcome.

2004-10-21T06:01:00.000-07:00

ARGH!!!! Leandra sang one ma fave songs tonite!! haven dt one in a LONG tym..brought back many fond memories.. well, in case u were stil wonderin wt sng i ws referrin to, twas "Dreamin Of You" by Selena..yup. sigh. hahaha. n oh..tot Taufik did pretty ok 2dae..considerin the backup music he had to sing to..i mean twas ok bt of course twas different frm the original music...hmm..n i wonder y da judges din reali fancy his performance..oklah..gota admit it..it wasnt dat outstandin..bt twas ok wt..! hehe.

hmm...nth much happened todae..otha den findin out dt ju's fren in saudi arabia met up wif an accident..she ws pretty upset abt it..n ws cryin non-stop..hmm...reali sori yar gal if i din seem dt comfortin..im nt dt gd in doin so..hehe. sori yar..well, dun wori too much yar gal..all u cn do rite nw is juz pray for him to recuperate soon..ait?

well, ma mind's pretty empty rite nw..hehe. guess it'd b beta off if i end it herre..cya ard den..out!~

2004-10-19T07:11:00.000-07:00

argh!!! i SO duno wt i did for ALL of dis shit to happen to me!!! all in a span of one dae!!! hmm...it prob ws sum retribution for sth bad i did..juz lyk wt adi said..altho i hate to admit it..hehe. well, heres wt happened..

well, mr samuel, my GP teacher, is leavin for london 2dae..as he can't stand teachin in spore no lnger..well, who CAN stand stayin in spore?? its lyk SO stifle n restricted!! hmm..aniwaez, as i ws sayin, he's goin to london to find a livin dere 'tho he has NO freakin idea wt he's gona do dere..pretty cool huh?? haha. hes juz headin to london without any frekin plans in mind!!! hahaha.

aniwaez, ma klas n i were supposed to meet up at city hall mrt station at 5.45pm so dat we'd reach changi airport in tym so dat all da muslim peeps cn break deir fast..well, as u shud've guessed, i ws late..yup..rushed hme to change n later outta hse..bt, in a wae, thank god, da JE peeps were later as jia hao ws late..hahaha. well, pavi ws on tym n she ws at city hall ored while i ws stil at bishan!! felt bad..so i kinda lyk made maself rush dere 'tho i knew i wasnt "late"..hehe. bt i duno y..i ws all panicky n all..upon reachin city hall, ran outta train n guess wt?? ma slippers came apart!!! it juz had to!! i ws SO caught by surprise by it dt i started to not think straight properly..hahaha. went up to meet pavi, adi n fauzie at da control station..n decided to get maself anoda pair of sandals..as i wasnt tinkin rite, i juz went straight to da nearest shoe shop, wich ws URS..n well, tho ive da cash, i ws apparently savin money so i cn buy the FOX skirt ive been wantin n sum stuff else..bt coz ma slippers HAD to cum apart, i ws forced to buy maself anoda pair..n the cheapest at URS cost $29.90!! n as i wasnt tinkin rite n ws pressured for no apparent reason, i bought maself a pair..yup. twas nice n all..bt oni afta i made da purchase i realised dere ws charles n keith nearby..n dt dey were havin a SALE!!! argh!!!! wth!!! @#$% ah! hmph!!

nw im still bummed up ova da purchase..bt wt cn i do..??wts done is done..bt still!!! n i duno whether to claim frm ma parents sum part of da purchase..hmm...

n oh, in da mornin, as i ws on ma wae to sch..carelesss me had to drop ma wallet in da bus..!! thank god i ws sittin beside a fellow pjc gal..she came up to me afta i alighted n handed me da wallet! phew! damn! ws i lucky! bt i guess luck ws juz wasnt on ma side todae..n it ws ored predestined dt sth bad ws gona happen to me..

n nw, ive SO much things on ma mind!! money matters actualli..i owe the class funds n oso the rugby team for the end-of-year chalet!!! sigh. HELP!!! hahaha. bt seriously, i duno y..bt i lyk to mke tings life difficult for maself..even ma frens sae so..when i cud juz simply ask ma parents for money, i juz feel lyk i GOTA use ma own..so wteva lah di...ure juz makin ur life mo miserable if u aint gona solve ur problems the easy wae out..hehe. hmm...life...oh life...oh....life....oh life....do, do, do, do...hehe. niwaez dt ws a sng by des'ree..hehe. k lah..gtg..ciao!~

2004-10-14T05:08:00.000-07:00

hey! hmm..last dae for da yr 2s todae..sigh. m SO gona miz dem...hmm..especially marcel, rhino, nisa, nid n ma dear rogues..life in PJ will nv b da sme again without u guys..well, good luck for ur As rite peeps..study hard..n mke sure u brin "good news" to mr kwek nxt yr durin march..haha. hopefully we'd stil b frens afta all dis..n to da rogues..shall b lookin forward to playin wif u guys on dec 4th at sentosa!! ;p

well, went to twn earlier todae wif rhino n marcel..we juz basically chilled ard..did nth much..hahaha.

fastin mth starts tmr..gota watch wt i sae or do..dt means no mo cursin, boy-watchin, gosippin n tokin behind other's back for a mth!!! dt'd b especially interestin for sumone who curses alot..lyk me! hahaha.

n oh..kumar came to our sch todae!!! for assembly..n he's simply DA bomb!! he ws damn funny bt yet starightforward n factual..twas really one of da best assembly i ever had..other den da one wif da tang qurtet n the acapella grp, nanu..too bad he had to leave n rush off..coz i ws plannin to get an autograph frm him or sth..haha. pretty lame rite? bt at least ive sth to show dt he DID came ova to pj n juz for memory sake..well, u noe me..the sentimental junkyard collector...hahaha.

hmm...well i tink ive gtg nw..spore idol's on nw..gota go check dem out..hopefully jerry wud do badly n thus get voted out tmr!!! hehe. mean rite?? hahaha. k den..bye!~

2004-10-13T06:03:00.000-07:00

hmm...feelin kinda lazy actuali at da mo to update dis blog of mine..bt since ive gt maself started..so heck ar..!

ooh..kinda juz gt hme..helped out at ma aunt's shop juz nw..yup..n hey gals! sori i left early..wanted to wait for u guys before i left..bt i realised i didn't brin ma flip-flops..n ws oso rushin off to help ma aunt tend da shop..so ws frantic dere for a mo..thank god marcel offered to borrow me hers..so dts y i left earlier to head ova to her place 1st to borrow ger flip-flops..hehe.

hmm..practically didn't do anythin 2dae!!! n i bet it'd b lykwise for da rest of da wk..as da teachers, i guess, hafta tabulate all da marks n stuff..hmm...m tryin nt to tink abt ma results..bt hw to?? hahaha. all i cn do nw is juz pray to GOD dt all ma hard work wud pay off n for ONCE in ma life, i'd b able to attain at least 3Cs..hmm..lyk in said, i haven't done dt before..n if, pray to GOD, no..!, nt if.., when..yup..when dat happens, i shall treat maself to sth..! yup! hahaha. it may seem pretty pathetic..bt yup..dts a promise! hehe. ;p

n oh..cn you imagine dt me, jieshi n ben gt kicked put of math klas early dis mornin juz coz he decided to do PW 'stead durin math..dumb rite?? he actualli asked us to go to da canteen n study..erm...lyk yar rite! well i'd ma breakfast instead..i mean..c'mon! its da FIRST lesson of da dae..! no mood to study..i mean who does nw dt da biggest obstacle of da yr, da promos, r ored ova..yup! haha. n oh..u noe me..knowin me..hw cn i ntt resist maself frm havin ma breakfast..? when im comstantly hungry..hahaha. n plus, i oni had a up of milo to start of da dae oni..hehe.

hmm..well..m lost for words nw..guess i't'd b beta off if i juz end ma entry here..well, ait den..peace out!~ ;p

2004-10-09T10:48:00.000-07:00

hehehe. i noe it may seem kinda lame for me to promote ma aunt's shop n all..bt hey! seriously..where cn u find all dese AMERICAN brands at affordable prices here in spore?? so here's ur chance to get dem..i cant wait for it to lauch either...hehe. niwaez, its a joint venture..so its nt ENTIRELY ma aunt's..so, ma darling frens of mine who hve ored asked for discounts...sori ah dear..niwaez its nt MA shop..n hey! dey r doin dis for da love of hip-hop n nt for money-makin..so yup! ;p

niwaez went out wif da gals afta our last paper..i PRACTICALLY shouted for joy once we were done lah..hahaha. aisha too...den we all headed to twn again...had a tuff tym decidin where to head to initially..hehe. ate at b.k..den we decided to tke neoprints..upon "diggin" our wallets to tke our neoprints, za realised dt she din hve her wallet wif her..n dt twas probably thrown away by mistaken when da lady cleared our trays..hahaha. we straight away headed back to b.k...n thank god! the lady who cleared out trays ws nice enyf to help us dig thru the trash for her purse n dt we manage to retrieve it back in the end...n well, she decided to throw away dt purse of hers n bought herself a nicer one at milkplus far east..wif our recommendation..haha. den we took neoprints..yup..legs were achin in da midst of it as i had to half-stand while i pose for da pics..hehe. bt twas fun..hey! we shud tke mo of dem nxt tym yar..haha. dun ask me y..bt i kinda lyk takin pics..thank god i dun hve a digicam or a hp wif a camera..coz if nt, tink u'd see me constantly takin pics of evry single moment..! hahaha. hate2admit it..bt im kinda a sentimental..hate to throw away things wich r able to trigger a memory of a part of ma life..seriously! even receipts!! haha. dts y ma dad says dt ma rm's lyk a pig sty n dt im mo of a lyk karang guni man..hahaha. even rama saes dt i shud b one in da future afta aunt marieah told him abt ma rm n all..hahaha. n DTS comin frm sumone who hasnt even SEEN ma rm yet..! hahaha. but hey! it aint as bad as it sounds k...its nt lyk as tho ma rm reaks n all..hahaha. if twas i wont even be caught dead sleepin in it lah! hahaha.

hmm...its freakin late..n i REALLY hve no clue to y im still wide awake..hahaha. m at mak esah's hse niwaez..went to get stuff for da shop wif ma dear aunt juz nw n rama..yup. had a gr8 tym niwaez..n dis slp ova ws kinda planned as nite ws approachin..hehe. nauti me huh? hmm..m feelin kinda lazy nw to continue..so i guess i'll juz end it here den..its freakin late ored..n i wun wana b caught wif "panda eyes" in twm tmr..hahaha. toodles!~